nvr end-

2006-06-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

day-out.

woke up at around 1plus. ytd slpt at 12 lidat. but stil feel so tired. ROARS- slack awhile jy called me. intially planned t go west coast but rain. -_-" then i suggest go jp instead. oh-k so i went down th bustop wait for her. while waiting, saw her mum. she said: " waiting for jiayi huh? (in chinese) " LOLOL. so funny. =D jy was paiseh bout it. tskkk. \smth happened on th bus. ask me for more details. =X im so malu boleh? hahas! reached jp, went t eat. aft that went t shop for nail polish. wanted t do up our nails. at th shop, jy accidentally hurt her knee and th skin came off. she was in gr8 pain. luff&luff. =X finally bought and off we went t eat SCOOPZ icecream.{:

went t library aft that. she returned her books and i decide t find some books t read too. went into th quiet room and read our books. nicee! and she borrow 2 el books, i borrowed 1 mly and i el. hehheh. trilingual. :D took 246 and went off. hom-ed/ accompany her t shopping centre t buy her nail polish. LAUGH OUT LOUD at th shoe shop. trying on different pair of shoes. hahas. =D

gg t watch tvee and read th books i borrowed[:
ciaos~

2006-05-31T23:01:00.000-07:00

sunny day

met up w jy then went t skool. it was like so early! =X went up t klas 2C find th girls. get th shirt and off we went t changed. off t mac and had our breakfast. nicee breakfast we had, wheee. =p then went t 7-11 and we head back t skool. (: hahas! we were early. nobody was dere yet, talked t joevin. forgot t print my result slip. whatever lousaye! and fall-in. so dulan. ): had t pump 20 aww it was awryt. but later on bcus of th rubbish found, another 40. my legs were like so cramp aft th ' punishment ' .

sentosa. rehearsal for BHF. bored bored. =X i dun like t go for such. im lazy t type out every single thing that happen. irfan take th card this yer for our skool. cheryl uh. =X hahh! this yer is really quite different from last yer. some skools were like quite gd, pingyi/springfield. :D gg for band outings like this are fun actually. [: hehheh! and im disappointed w... saw wat i shld not. although its like i totally NO LINK w her but she... nvm i hope things are better nw. at least for nw! =S

went back t skool. she sumhow like ' lecture ' us. but anyw it really isnt anyone's fault, isnt it. one is always responsible for his/her own safety. cant control laughter and it was really unbearable. shit! =X hahas! then she asked this qn and jy actually gave th correct answer. :/ LOLOL laughs- finally her ' lecturing ' was over. waited for cheryl. off we went t 399 had our dinner feast. ehheh! chat&chat. home-ed aft that. :)

tight slap.
incorrigible.
lose more respect.
stop it before i get nasty!!

happy that a day passed just like this. =D

2006-05-30T19:56:00.000-07:00

band//=

play BHF pieces & sectionals.
things jus go bad whatever it is.
hate th feeling tday whenevr i saw u.
it has always been like this.
blame me if u want t. :/
went jp, had our lunch at pizza hut.
YUMYUM. {:
went t john lil and bought X.
then walk home w her.
i ran home. and i manage t reach home
within th 15 minutes given. :)
slpt and woke up at 6.
watched tvee went t bathe.
BORING. =X

i hav t get use t it -a life w/o u.
:(((

2006-05-29T23:25:00.000-07:00

get it right before anything is said!
i hav my reasons..!!
i dun do things for nutting..

whatever!

2006-05-29T18:51:00.000-07:00

boring..

went for band.
it was bored keep on playing th BHF pieces.
then play postcard from s'pore.
that was bit better. not so bored. =X
then second suite. nuttin much t comment on.
soon aft th band we went jp.
ate at ljs. crappppp. xP
then went t MARY'S house dwnstair th playground.
ther was this grp of ppl who were BAD.
dey threaten t beat us up & say words so !@#$%
whatever i tink they are jus humjis.
scold us behind th bushes. -.-"
wan do anything jus come straight!
but say frankly im scared of them.
cant imagine wat will happen if they really...
ARGH! )x
we decide t go up t th rooftop in case they come agn. =(
i slpt[:
woke up then we went down.
bought drink then walk home w MATHILDA-
tmlo's gg t be a tired day for me agn.
stay cheerful!{:

ownself say keep quiet but talk so much.
u deserve th respect?
..wondering..

and t him, STOP SAYING THINGS BEHIND ME. HATE ME OR ANYTHING UP T U!! I WILL MAKE U REGRET FOR WAT U'VE DONE. RAHHHH..

2006-05-28T19:22:00.000-07:00

towning.

met up w JY early in th morning at around 10am.
went t superbowl mac & hav our breakfast.
RAHH bth her so crap !@#$%
hahas then it was raining & so we ran t th bustop.
we were so wet & it was so cold.
reached jp.. walk around see shoes.
we were like so bored so decide go town.
errr in th mrt we were like so !@#
hehheh =P luff like mad.
reached somerset, walk t heeren.
woah was like raining cats and dogs!!
we ran thru th rain. heh so wet.
went t th toilet so many times in a day. =X
then off t cineleisure.
walked around. took neoprints. :)
hahas! then decided t go fareast.
its like we keep walking th wrong direction.
ARGH! )x
but it was fun everywher larh, crap & still crap.
CWDJDXB..!! :p
hurr! reached fareast wanted t find earstuds.
aft so long then we finally manage t buy.
at th ljs so funneh. this guy was like weird.
ask me t know more. =S hahas.
decide t go off. walked t th mrt station.
my shoe strap came off.
wat a bad time!! uhh.
talk and talk and talk. :D
went t jp and took bus 246 home.
longjourney but very fun.
TSXXSBQ! this is really funneh. :P
hahahaaha. (:
i just lovee every bits of tday.
and aso her! thnks for tday{:

MEMORISING SCORES LATER AND MATHS HMWK[:

tmlo's th day.
hehh!
and seriously i dunmind wat u ppl hav got t say. ={

2006-05-27T21:17:00.000-07:00

tired legs.

went out w her.
we met up at bus30
then took mrt off we went t bugis.
walked around bought new bag & watch.
saw so many things that i want larh.
but im broke. =(
i need t get my ez-link card done SOON!
and th ring ..
haiz i shldnt hav put it in th wallet.
so stupid of me!!
went t fareast.
she bought her shoes. nice.
im gg t get that kind of shoes. fargging cool.
hehheh. =P
and she's outstanding uh. hahas.
someone actualy ask for her number! =X
LOLOL that guy
we walked away larh.
.......
ok im quite sad bout that matter de.
but she say its ok, it still look nice. =}
hahas then i aso nvm le lo..
talked alot on th mrt home.
realise smthings she say quite true.
but i doubt i will do that.
whatever whatever whatever!!
tink gg w her, physics tuition.
i need help!!
accompany her t buy her food ,me bought bubble tea.
home-ed aft that.
now blogging.
my head still hurts like last nite. ={
i dunwan t be weak again. :'(

i hav so many things t say but will u listen t me?
i wont make myself feel inferior t u ppl lerr.
everyones i different in their own ways. =)
i want t be a gd fren t all of u.
will u give me th chance t do so?

2006-05-27T11:50:00.000-07:00

CONFUSED FEELINGS.

had spring cleaning.
aft while we went t slack. =X
went back klas got back report bk and aso hmwk.
bad bad bad.
i must face it.
determined t work hard.
i dunwan be separated frm u guys. ):
its gg t hurt me badly.
went t pizzahut and had our big feast.
but its w/o MORONICA.
i swear we will go dere as 4 th nxt time.
th 4 of us it shall always be. [:
saw MATHILDA'S TWINNY at th cool station.
LOLOL. =X
bought ear studs & pens then off we went t skool.
had band. play th 3 pieces & sectionals.
had MATHILDA as company at times. [:
memorising makes me moody.
cant play really well at times.
RAHH-
went t kfc and had our dinner.
was talking so much that i sumtimes really feel like crying.
FCUK.
why isnt things just go th way we want.
is it all just part of my wishful thinkings. ):
always hear things like ' life goes on '
but how t? i nvr want t make my situation like hw it is nw.
i keep hearing things that hurts me.
but do u understand.
i dun tink so!
u can tink that im just not being reasonable.
my results are very bad t th FULLEST extent.
not just t a certain.
quarrellings misunderstandings and th lovee u gave me
i just dun deserve them anymore.
im crying hard each time. ):
feel so much like giving up nw.
wtf! so much things in my mind.
but can u be th one t share it w?

will u just leave and say u need me no more.
:[[[

im happy but that does not mean ther's no sadness in my life!!

2006-05-25T20:55:00.000-07:00

holidays coming.

errr boring morning. =X
went t com lab.
el project t do. tink it'd be fun.
BOARD GAMES!(:
our job attachment will be during dec.
CHILDCARE CENTRE and its th 4 of us.
hehheh. taking care of small children.
LAUGHS-
aft recess went up t hall for talk.
it was motivational. }:
and mr ho bought th bk for us 1st. :D
went back t klas slack.
mr loh came into th klas collect maths file.
and he gave us holiday hmwk. =x
did reflection too.
its a watever! ):
i want t be realistic in setting targets.
i dunwan t be in 4D nxt yer. damn malu for me!
RAHHHH-
str8 aft he left, SPARRING begins.
woahhh! th whole klas was like damn high. =)
im shouting all th way. so funneh. xP
th way they fight was cool. plus th music. lol
bth laughed like crazy.
and MATHILDA'S dancing buddy. {:
mr ho came in and they pretended t dance.
he believed and even ask them show him.
LOLOL-
O YAH! he is treating all of us t chalet.
how nice is he t 3-1 eh?
hahh bet we are all just lucky t hav him as our FT! :D :D

went t rifle range.
played pieces and had audition.
glad i passed! (:
was nervous uh and like uh uh.
but anyw its over.
CHARLIE'S ANGEL. =x
th rest is like okaye? freak me. hahha.
they hav difficulties. how?
JIAYOU and u can do it. (:
this Sq was rather unhappy w me and ahemm!
hahahaaha watever. =S
went t eat w him and went t find my mum.
home-ed aft that.

tmlo spring cleaning. and skool dismissing 10.45.
gonna hav big feast! :D
band prac. marching w instruments.
his mum is coming and i decided t mit her.
FINALLY! =D

im looking forward t th chalet and hope all of us will be dere. (:
AND KLAS JERSEY! dark blue words, light blue outline.
SPLENDID :D
I LLLLLL MARY MATHILDA AND MORONICA! <333

DUN TINK U ARE THAT PATHETIC OK! )x

2006-05-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

trekking.

so tired pls!
and we wore uniform for TREKKING.
its like -.-
and ms lim told us we are th 1st klas t start.
but end up th bus so late
and we are th last. ):
start off were quite fun larh.
shouting luffing crapping.
luff like mad..!! (:
just feel so funny.
whenever th 4 of us together, we will !@#$%^
hurhurr! behaving like lunatics. =x
ms lim even wanted t giv me and MARY yellow form.
cus we are too noisy.
we quickly ran as far away frm her.
our legs turn jelly and it was funny. xP
saw monkeys on th way back.
they were near us and of cus we are SCARED!
faster run like shiet.
and i was kind enuf t pull MARY when she is so tired.
LAUGH-
thnks me for that awryt! (:
finally we went back t skool.
SO FREAK-OUT!

learn: never t waste water cus its PRECIOUS!! 0.0

aft lunch went back t rifle range.
was teaching sum of them hw t play.
errr i manage t memorise while teaching them.
was glad that i was patient enuf. =X
sumtimes teaching them makes me luff.
hahahaaha!(: but it was fun.
change my clarinet at last!
i passed mine t amalina.
truly hope she will take gd care of it.
LOLOLOL-

oh yes he wants t see my parents.
RAHHS-
its bad i know.
i cant get my mum/dad t come agn.
by then i will be in deep shit. =S
every yer has been like this.
wat shld i do
i cant let him know bout me and him.
if not he's gg t beat me like wat my mum says.
RACIST LARH! )x
im not gg t ruin things ok.
i shall explain nicely t them.

XIAOTING { MICHELLE }
CHERYL { MARY }
JIAYI { MATHILDA }
CHRISTINE { MORONICA }
hw nicee. =X
audition tmlo-

and t that you!
am i hindering ur life? if yes, tell me right in th face!u dun hav t do all that. cant we just make friends w her? i must not feel sad and i must do it. life still goes on. whatever, whatever and whatever!!

2006-05-23T22:43:00.000-07:00

crazy&tired day.

ms j dint come tday. (:
slack all th way larh.
arrange my file nice nice.
i was nice ok t write out th notes for memorising.
FOR THEM!
errr, once in a lifetime is gd. =X
but all th time.
4 of us like so mad.
i ask 'em guess DJZZDDPA.
so freaking funnie pls. lol
JY asked us KQCDBYJ.
LAUGH-
went for recess.
LEMON TEA FOR 4 OF US. (:
went back klas we MAD agn.
i wet my hands and i wiped it on JY's shirt.
she became angry and wanted t revenge.
we attack each other. =x
i ran out of th toilet, its like FINALLY i can escape.
ran everywher i can.
its just so omfg funny. xP !
oh and mr26 is being humourous agn.
BTH th both of 'em. hehe.
settled down larh. & i fell aslp.
nice slp and when i woke up,
i actually saw th 4 of us slping on th table.
SO IDENTICAL.
hurhur others were like playing their own.
i continue t slp until CHERYL wake up.
slowly all of us wake up and cant get back t slp.
EXCEPT for that CHRISTINE TAN.[=
went for IPP training.
laughing at th man-made oh-so-nice toilet !
in case of terrorist attcack, i wont use it. ):
went back klas.
hahahaaha! like sum illegal gathering.
smth like wrestling aso.
this is th fate i hav t endure for
being in 3-1.
but i tink i lovee it. =X
hehhhheh.
went for band.
so hotilicious uh th weather! 0.0
aiya cant tink of wat t post anymore.
i just know its all bout
MEMORISING&MARCHING.
so tired owaes.
and liping is always not around these days!
wonder wat they hav been doing.
change t PROPER clarinet if u hav t.
PRACTISE wat u are supposed t.
im not trying t say i play very well.
BUT...
sum are jus so dependent.
audition is just this thurs.
bet liping's gg t be disappointed w us.
im gg t memorise 'em all well.
DING DING. =P

tmlo trekking. !@#$%^&
band aft that-
nw we are taggin on each other's blog.
and guess wat?
i laugh aft i tag each board.
LOLOLOL!

christine ng xue ting , whatever shiet!
so many things t do. i cant be lazy!

2006-05-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPYDAY(:

hahh! result sheet.
better nt revealed it here rather. =x
but got link t CHERYL and JY. lol
went t hall for sexuality course.
so boring ah!
th video was like 0.0"
we were like chatting among ourselves.
SO ENJOYING. (:
went for recess.
went up t hall agn.
26&JY were like so...
both of them so crap larh. LAUGH-
hahahaaha. BTH!
we were talking bout relationship.
blahblahblah.
i got t know smth i nvr knew.
i treated u that way.
i dint even want t look at u.
th feeling. ROAR-
th 3 pieces ok larh.
im scared of BHF. SIGH-
memorising!!
aft band went w th TBTX.
cried on th bus. ='(
i just feel so hurt uh.
TELL ME WAT T DO!
went t eat at ljs w CT and JY.
damn funnie luh. =p
6-6=0!! *smack*
th cat w/o WHISKERS.=D
so much crap haha fun!
went t popular bought colour pens. {:
home-ed aft that.
walking in th rain. hw i wish u were dere. :(

JY gonna work at restaurant.
APJEY. lol! xP
errr CT JY and CHERYL shld know. (: (:
trekking on wed.
i dunwan t go!! )x

be nice t me!

2006-05-20T00:49:00.000-07:00

FAILURE.

i failed more than he does.
and th promise we've made.
i know im not able t fulfil it.
th time we spend together is jus too..
1MARCH2006. up till now.
sumtimes i jus cant help it and cry.
th only person who i can depend on.
i hope u are. and i really do):
I FAILED.
f&n. im happy i passed.
i was hugging best3bestie when i saw my ppr.
B4. (:
this was th only time i feel really happy passing.
i know i did it.
this was not my choice of subj in fact i wanted t drop.
BUT nw i manage t do it.
th rest of th subjs i deserve t fail.
hmwk was hand in late/not hand in at all.
emaths F9.
only 5 ppl in our klas manage t pass.
but she say its not an excuse for me t fail.
i want a B4 th nxt time.
its a can and no more a cannot.
amaths F9.
poa E8.
phy 12/50 chem 31/50.
ss 14/30 hist 10/30.
mt and english not too sure yet.
SO MANY FREAKING RED MARKS.
BUT... NO MORE FAIL.
hahahaahha! (:

band was ok todae.
enjoy playing th music.
clarinet section is getting bigger nw.
and sum ppl jus. =x
ROAR-
and ms chng todae abit...
became all of a sudden so crap&funnie.
um not blushing bout that matter lorh. )x
tsktsktsk.
and my face was so red then.
yup so only footdrill was th prob todae.
very sorry if um not serious enuf.
tired is hw we all feel :s

ok done w blogging i shall be off t slp. 0.0"

work hard towards my goal as starting from today. {=
um not gg t be affected.
TBTX =D we can do it.

2006-05-18T21:17:00.000-07:00

results tmlo.
just cant wait t see hw disappointing&upset i will get.
bless me.

hw many day has it been..
i dun wish t count.
its th third month.
its nvr ending. ):

2006-05-17T17:44:00.000-07:00

haha. a fun day tday :D
so we met up in skool.
took th bus t science centre.
had th briefing blah blah...
4 of us were appointed t do th registration stuff.
KELLY WAS OUR IC.
YEAY. my job was t help th tchers cuming in chop on their hand.
mr ho was nice. he helped us bought breakfast.
ERR esp nice t her larh. lolol. =x
aft breakfast, we went up t th office.
all of us had different things t do.
i was doing th faxing, cheryl was givin out pay slip.
CT&JY were carrying th stationery stuffs.
then we were slacking around in th office.
it was fun working in an office like this. =D
at around 12 we went down t did th registration agn.
finally had our lunch. luff like MAD.
hurhur. our lunch. =x
we described it as th abalone sauce.
luffing our wae thru as we eat.
it was fun then we went into th staffrm.
AHHH! it was a nice place.
we were like enjoying ourselves there. =D
esp th table soccer game and uno. shouting so loudly.
th sofa was spacious. aft that went down do registration stuffs agn.
then we went up t th staffrm.
this time we played scrabble and poker cards.
cheryl is th tortoise. =x
went down for debriefing.
and off we went t take bus.
overall i enjoyed tdae's CIP.
a first time experience for all of us.
we are VOLUNTEERS. ^^

i dun wish t know now(:

2006-05-16T13:02:00.000-07:00

2006-05-16T12:18:00.000-07:00

last pprrrr!
haha its like finally.[=
i dint study anyth for it larh.
too tired. =x
hahh! then went t eat w christine and jiayi.
blah blah.
now here am i blogging.
tmlo CIP at science centre.
wheee tink its gg t be fun.
GO DERE SLACK BETTER THAN NOT GG. =x
nuttin much t blog nw.
gg t rest awhile before i say anything.

ciaos~

pls dun lie enuf of it.)=

2006-05-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

LAST PPR TML
YEAH!{=

soul!=D

i guess wat i misses most is th u. C=

2006-05-15T17:34:00.001-07:00

ahh wat a dae. =D
had my f&n ppr todae. =x
guess it was like shiet eh.
but glad that i knew hw t do th ones i memorised.
those qns on pastry i dint know hw t do.
but of cuz i dint left it blank larh.
boohoo! a pass pls. =D
YAH! CIP FOR 3-1 ON WED.
tink i will be gg uh though its a waste of time.
aft test went out w him.
IMM ate our lunch. then walked around.
blah blah blah!
it happened agn. maybe its my fault.
but u cant blame me. um like this.
u shld hav knew it right from th start.
um not angry jus becuz u talk on phone w her.
BUT ALSO U SHLD KNOW IT.
i dunwan us t start blaming each other when we quarrel.
i walked off just like that.
walking home alone is great.
crying as i was running.
feeling so down. }=
i really duno wat t do w th relationship.
often i jus tink negatively u shld know why uh.
i know its not fair t u.
u shld hav just left me on that nite.
now u wont hav t be bothered bout all this.
this person told me ..... on th phone.
i duno who's this person. but sorry.
i tink i shouted at him. =x
maybe sumtimes i got t know.
& realise um at fault.
i may be overboard th wae i say words.
but thats just me.
u just got t understand me.
LOVEES!
ok its time for tvee so bye.[=
oh yah i got t realise this, ppl who take core geog are nicee ppl EXCEPT lyrehc&enitsirhc. =X hahahaaha.

this song suits my mood! haha.{=

2006-05-14T13:29:00.000-07:00

How to make a xiaoting

Ingredients:

5 parts jealousy

3 parts brilliance

5 parts leadership

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little sadness if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

2006-05-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

haha here t blog.
nuttin much t do.
woke up early this morning.
err watch superband repeat.
SOUL.
more than words.
yea i support them.[=
afternoon watched tvee.
& & &
i shall no blog bout that here.
um jus glad when we are fine.
PEACE t ALL YEA! =)
ha i change t this blogskin agn.
black. =D

and HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

few more hours t my f&n exam.. worried):

2006-05-13T17:38:00.000-07:00

um telling u here.
i still feel th same for u.{=

2006-05-11T20:52:00.000-07:00

so morning went t hav our breakfast at mac b4 gg t skool.
MATHS P2 is a killer. =x
um expecting a fail.
th qns were quite difficult.. 0.0
but relieved nw its finally over.
went t jp bought our lunch.
went t cheryl's house.
aft eating i started revising for f&n.
not that much of a problem revising.
memorise and memorise. =x
so i spent like 3 hours eh.
gg t continue doing th same later on.
yea 2more pprs left.
science mcq and f&n.
so, lucks for me. =D

a rather fun msg.
Friendship is like peeing in your pants .
Everyone can see it but only you can feel the true warmth of it .
Thanks for being the pee in my pants =d

still, i tink its best t hav tbtx=)
um feeling much better..

2006-05-10T17:40:00.000-07:00

=!

so had poa ppr todae.
poa ppr1 was ok larh. i finished it quite early.
took my time t shade OAS.
sum more i still hav time t double check and slp. =x
went for break w christine and cheryl.
they were suan-ing me bout mon.
cheryl: eh who need t go skool on mon uh?
christine: err i dun need go leh. (evil laugh)
cheryl: eh then xiaoting u need t go mah?
yes duhh. both of them arrrh.)x
having f&n this coming mon. get a pass at lest.
ohyah back t poa. had ppr 2 aft that.
um so freakingly freak-out ok.
1st qn 32 marks i tink.
i spent more than 1/2 hour looking at th qn.
OMFG I WAS STILL STUCK DERE.
i forgot wats trial balance/balance sheet.
how terrible x/
i tried looking around at ppls one but failed.
if only i practised those qns every lesson, i will be able t do them.
so regret evrytime doing poa hmwk last minute.
AND SO THIS IS WAT I DESERVE.
forgot bout wat i memorised for errors revealed by trial bal.
out of th 4 qns none um gg t do well/score.

walked t th bustop w cheryl and christine.
we were crapping.
but deep down i know we are all so disappointed and hopeless in poa ppr.
but its just as gd that we jus jolly well forget bout it.
owaes comfort myself by saying " there will alwaes be a next time. "
but now um thinking: will i even hav a next time?
or will it be a forever gone?
sumtimes i jus cant help but tink.
um alr in 3-1 and i dun seem that
i need t even study for mid yer.
u can see my attitude. ~~i can take it no longer.~~
its not that um in 3-1 i cant study.
um trying hard its jus that u ppl cant see it.
but who cares as long as i know it myself.
i dun need ppl t know.
i need not argue w u. ='(
saying um useless and a disgrace..
it doesnt make any sense t me anymore.
whether i end up at ite/poly is jus wat i hav t face.
OR SHLD I SAY WHETHER I STUDY IS MY PROBLEM.
i jus got t face th consequences of evrything that i do.
tmlo maths ppr 2.
a pass. i can do it ='(

xt falls by another level.
she begin at th top floor of th building.
slowly as years passed by, she's falling off th steps one by one.
she tried t pick up myself but thats when she falls even greater.
th pain is increasing. she tried t take it and she can =)
getting weaker day by day.
god hav t play that trick on her and make her even weaker.
she refused t give in. until that day she finally breakdown.
she gave herself u[ and nearly ruined her life.
she and him scolded her. and yes she is her best3bestie.
th other one sum how dint exist in her life anymore.
she continued on w life. taking it everyday.
18feb thats another when she fell agn.
thnks for his help and she got back w him.
she dun even know if they are friends now.
she climbed up th stairs agn slowly.
days are hard. she's selfish at times.
she dint tink bout how TBTX feels.
she's feeling hurt and guilty.
sorry t everyone of them.
evryday problems arise.
TBTX.
she fell down th stairs by a few steps and got up.
exams.
fell really hard down this time.
sorry if she made anyone of them unhappy.
she duno how t continue climbing up
th stairs wher she used t be.
its gd she shld jus jump down t th very 1st storey.
and stay there. till th day
when she know she's ready t be strong

2006-05-09T17:20:00.000-07:00

)=

another one. arggg.
my eyes are so in pain now.
i duno why.
its just bad that things are gg this way.
gg t be like last time agn. sick agn.

A sad thing in life is when u meet someone who mean alot to u, only to find out in the end that it was never to be urs & thats when u have to learn to accept it.
and i will do so..
forgetting all bout...

2006-05-09T15:26:00.000-07:00

=((
was studying maths at mac ytd nite.
cheryl called then i know is sci p2.
went home around 10plus.
aft bathing start revising chem.
how bad was it for me ytd.
i thot i lost my wallet but i found it tis morning at home. =x
hist mayb a fail.
knock into my leg when i was walking.
havent revise finish my sci.
cant find my medicine.
finally breakdown. )=
i TH for so long.
argg. a really bad day.

todae science ppr.
phy was bad, chem was awryt.
i want a pass for chem.
maths was ok.
but dere is still qns i duno hw t do.
if only i STUDY. =x
maths p1 on thurs.
went t eat w cheryl at pizza hut.
haha she taught me smth in dere. lol
bought my poa assesbk and maths bk.
both are useful :D
walk-ed home aft that.
um gg t put that aside,
gg t study for poa now.
B3 is wat i aim for.
lucks!=D

thnks for being dere for me.
i luv him.. & her.
true ones for me. (=

2006-05-08T15:17:00.000-07:00

argg. )x
hist.
since its over, nvm.
nw off t cheryl's houz then mac study.
tml MATHS and SCIENCE.
lucks ev'ryone.

do you even know
sigh.

2006-05-06T23:54:00.000-07:00

uh. slept at 7 this morning.
whole nite was so busy(=
wrapping my bks.
then start packing all my skool stuffs.
evryting was like so messy.
diff subj notes all mixed up.
did abit notes then watch tvee.
now my files are all so neatly arranged. i like it!=D
then duno why end up slping only at 7.
& so i woke up at 12.
yet um not tired =X lolol.
slacked awhile then off t mac study w him history.
treaty of versailles)=
i asked so many qns. ha!
but at lest i know smth now. =x
i spent time t understand.
went t jp had dinner then home-ed.

aft bathe, sat down&watch th news.
ELECTION[=
PAP won most of th seats la.
congrats t em. lol
istillfeelthsameforyou!

2006-05-05T22:32:00.002-07:00

happy like this
haha[=

mit her jus now&we hav lots fun.
enjoy reminscing bout th past.
MY BESTIE :D
gg out tmlo agn.

I LOVE ALL OF EM!
ahaha!

2006-05-04T19:00:00.000-07:00

ss ahh!
was doing quite ok.
i used t hav prob doing those kind of qns.
i mean i was scared of doing em since sec1.
for eg, last end yer hist ppr; 27/70. =x
wich is like "huh?"
most of th notes i did memorised.
but dun understand wat th qn is asking so i cant put em t words.
was like=(
ahh forget it.
no point eh.
now structured essay blahblah..
finally i can do.
spend rather more time reading ss ytd than on amaths.
i luv catholics protestants tamils sinhalese.
dey help mie score in my exams(:
ohya th SBQ was th one wich mr ho gave us do on tues.
SO OH-MY-GOD. =x
th time was not enuf but um glad this time. =)

amaths err!
2&half hours time.
fell aslp for 15minutes then woke up still so slpy =.=!
i tried doing sum qns.
sum i cud get th answer but duno right or wrong.
sum i do so long aso cant get th answer.
hope i can get at least 10/100?
as promised, i dint give up on th whole ppr(:
i actually can forget t bring my calculator when dere's
AMATHS TEST & aso my pencilbox. =/

aft that went t jp eat w cheryl.
bought drink then walk around.
went into ntuc&liberty play around.
our legs turn soft while running&luffing =x
was at basement all along larh.
bought my earstuds.
went into popular.
i bought foolscap paper, brown pen
and aso study guides for both phy&chem.
yea make sure i study em[:
walk-ed home w her aft that.
i noticed that whenever she's singing,
she duno wat she's singing.& th lyrics end up !@# ha!

lucks t em for their ppr tmlo(:
i'll be at home ! =)

2006-05-03T17:52:00.001-07:00

day 1
chinese ppr over.
dere's more t go.amaths is tmlo. i must pull thru =/
&ss! study hard. off t watch tv.

STUDY HARD! =D

2006-05-02T17:52:00.000-07:00

DECIDED.
jus take th amaths paper on thurs
A FAIL.
AT LEAST I TRY!

anyw todae was a fun dae.
start w emaths.
those hu skip his remedial on fri was made t stand outside.
its like -_-
so MANY stood outside.
physics test i got 8/20 wich is like fail.
but he decide t add 6marks t everyone cus we did too badly.
ha! so i got 14.
cheryl add 6more marks aso fail.
jy&mie were like laughing. =x
then was el.
duno why sitting w her th both of us jus keep on laughing. xP
wth! hurhurhur but was fun larh.
aft recess chinese lesson.
cant wait t get out of th klas.
so bored pls =x
poa was !@#%^&*
so manie of th qns i dint know hw t do
worst is we were like talking all th wae.
i reallie dunwan score badly for it.
sighX100.
had ss.
errr, todae quite awryt.
he explained t us and i manage t understand.
its jus too late.
arg YOU!!! =(

tml mt paper lucks t everyone
thurs amaths&ss ='(

2006-04-29T15:15:00.000-07:00

tired.

oh so ytd,
met up w TBTX at mac hav breakfast.
except cheryl )x
then jy and ct left for skool for their lessons.
mie and wm stay dere do our work.
do awhile den start crapping -.-
haha talked bout so manie stuffs.
omfg! 24 hours in a day isnt enuf =/
went t 7-11 and sheng shiong
then off we went t skool lesson start at 1030.
but mr choo came near t 11. =x
went up t comlab physics is such bored awryt.
but learning in a small grp is fun not so distracted.
and i hate t quarrel w him. =p
it was fun -.-
then awhile later th core geog ppl came
was talking t cheryl most of th time tskkk ha!
all same pencil box is round.
but cannot bounce lolol.
aft lesson end
jy and wm accompany mie t cut hair.
sit 99 loop wm went home.
me and jy went t eat lolol.
then we decide t go gekpoh for her pencil box.
we walked th 243bustop route.
and aft a long time we finally reached.
so freaking tired aft that went home
haha was fun out w her =DD
5plus mit up w em study......

th 5 of us?
it will soon come true..

2006-04-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

TBTX.

okaye so had el ppr1. ha!
i actually wrote 3 and 1/2 page long.
and th words are so small. lolol!
1st time in my life i did that =x
th topic was on growing up.
friends family& studies =D
i nearly cried while writing bout FAMILY. tskkk.
report writing was difficult.
argh. then had ~~physics~~ test.
freak larh, duno how t do =(
RECESS back t normal agn w best3bestie.
haha :D no quarrels is always th best.
yea aft recess was f&n. did th wksht mrs ng left for us t do.
bth! do so long then finally get all th answers.
me and f&n buddy was listening t mp3
when mr nur came in lucky we alr keep. =_=

aft skool wait for them in klas.
went t jurong west find shoes w moustache buddy.
so !@#^&* pls.
we cant find any nice shoes and end up walking so long.
actually wanted t cut hair
but hav t wait till 3plus t get her t cut for me
so we decided not t wait.
on th bus back her chocolate dropped on th seat
th person beside her got out,
his pants were !@#^ w th chocolates.
she felt bad =x lol!
then went for emaths lesson.
learn bearings. its not easy i tink.
err then i went for chinese oral.
aft that we went t boonlay find shoes.
cant find any nice ones agn.
decide t go gek poh find. ha!
finally we bought th shoes. yeay. luv it =D
moustache buddy got th same one w mie.
and we bought 5 pencilbox.
winnie th pooh, round-in-shape, metal one :D
how cool is it. huurr!

sat schedule:
715- TBTX having breakfast at mac
8- moustache buddy, ffn&best3bestie head for skool ; they hav core geog lessons
8 - 10 stay @ mac w f&n buddy do our revision
10 - head t skool for ~~physics~~ lesson
aft physics, accompany moustache buddy go buy her metal pencil box
THEN maybe 430 miting up &study at pioneer mall agn.
" wat u doing arhz... " cheryl's style :D

tbtx i jus lovee =D

2006-04-27T20:37:00.000-07:00

funnie day.

3free periods
did amaths
got back poa test 12/20 (:
chinese test 63.5/100 (:
ss test 20 pass 20 fail
i got 3/12 :/
anyw smth funnie happened
nachamai got quite high marks
then javihn shout " nachamai oie .. "
then evrybody oie
3times in all =X
waz fun but ..
mr ho very angry ask him stand outside th klas
wat sia!
but still our klas rocks larh =p
had amaths aft skool
exchange shoes lolol!
went t kfc w moustache buddy&ffn
had fun laughing
went off earlier
walked home until halfwae then went t find my mum
ask him wait for mie at bustop scared my mum see
huurr! she waz nice
50dollars oh plus that 3dollars =D
i lurve her =}

i really wan t know wats wrong
sometimes i can feel its my fault
for being fierce &stuffs like that
all this is not wat i wan
thinking:
when can tbtx all be happy together
i appologise t her if its my fault
i hope can be accepted

Tong Ban Tong Xue
th 5 of us owaes ^^
cheryl B}
christine =]
weiman (:
jiayi :}
xiaoting =}

th war begins tmlo ._.

2006-04-26T21:07:00.000-07:00

sunny plus rainy day.

f&n
fats test 8.5/16
water&dietary fibre 13/25
chem test 21/25
um satisfied!
hist fail agn
todaes lesson we nv make trouble =)
waz listening
understandings
i enjoyed maths lesson todae
waz listening all th while =D
blah blah
tmlo staying for amaths
i wan t understand better
aft that studying w f&n buddy!
my schedule is tightly packed
exams over soon please =/
now msging w moustache buddy
copying ppl's style of typing larh
fun fun funnieee =p
lololol!

mrs muhd =}
i promisee..

2006-04-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

TBTX KLASMATES.

YEAPP!
LESSONS WERE JUS AS FINE
HAD OUR POA TEST
TRIAL BALANCE
FREAKING
I WASTED SO MUCH TIME T BALANCE
BUT STILL CANNOT
THEN SHE SAY JUS PUT IN TH CORRECT PLACE CAN LUH
I WAS LIKE SO RUSH
NO TIME T FINISH AHH
AMATHS WAS QUITE OKAYE FOR MIE
WENT THRU TEST PAPER
GLAD I KNOW HOW T DO =}
SKIPPED PHYSICS
WENT KFC W JIAYI&CHERYL
WAS LIKE HAVING FUN DERE UH
HURHURHUR!
" WE WILL ALWAYS BE KLASMATES " =D

HOPE SHE MAKES TH RIGHT DECISION MY FFN! =)

2006-04-24T20:43:00.001-07:00

officially. =}

ytd went mac study w pengyang &christine
we were @ pioneer mall mac
" must knock our head against th glass until th glass break "
laugh like mad sia =X
was fun thnks t him for tching mie MATHS!
so ...
todaes marks th new start of my life
hahas =D
was not caught for hair-check
thnks t him
he's lenient t us
el lesson those talkings agn
is 3-1 a lousy klas blah blah ...
so full of ~~shiet~~ sia
th tchers are alwaes lidat
BTH!
poa my yeong nvr cum ={
hope she's fine now
busy talking bout stuffs agn
like nvr ending
hurhurhur =D
aft recess was f&n
was fun yarh
" afiq is a black... yea! twist*
cannot spell out th word later ppl say i racist!
th boo thing lolol! =p
finished evaluation i was like " FINALLY ! "
must finished th qns &hand in tmlo
nxt2weeks mrs ng won't be cuming
wtfrh fri do wksts enough for 4periods
then had hist
th tcher ahh another one
onie know how t scold us
history no more ~~hope~~
mt lesson i duno y i suddenly feel so tired
i jus put my head down on th table
jcb waz aso slping in her klas lolol!
aft lesson feel so tired &moody
went down t find cheryl
waz like in such bad mood ='(
went for amaths got back test
1/40! freak i cried like shiet
th cb`s were comforting mie thnks eh!
but still i cant pick up those pieces &start new agn
but like wat cheryl say i hav t
i cant turn back anymore
life isnt th same
she says our life now is much better isn't it?
i agree =}
and it seems so
i did not skip emaths =')
went t library mr loh teach us chpt 10
understand so much better
blahblahblahs! too much t elab on
went t jp
had lunch at ljs
nicee time chatting dere
laugh & laugh & laugh =}
hurhurhur went t walk around
saw a nice bag
want t get it soon!
took th same bus w jcb
chat & chat & chat
ohyah!
made cheryl cried so manie times
feel guilty too but she's touched by wat i do for her
um happyyy too
errr we are all disappointed w her
sad &angry =X
cannot stand too near th screen
if not th screen break cut us
!@#$%^

klasmates :
huangjiayi <3
huangxiaoting <3
chaixue`er <3
chenhuiling <3
hongweiman <3

2006-04-22T19:34:00.000-07:00

^^ ..

2006-04-22T19:20:00.000-07:00

a memorable day.

freak sia
wake up late
slept at 2plus
was so tired
faster rush here &dere-cannot take my time t bathe =X
ahah then leave home by 7
cab so reached skool vry fast(:
wear socks set up instrument
just in time for everyth
then blah&blah&blah ...
speech day!
not as hot as ytd
we waited for th guest of honour so long
bth =X
aft th parade , went back rifle range
seniors gave their speech
my tears nearly drop when she said that
tskkk um feeling guilty
then came th announcement of th post
um th assistant performance manager so is gl
mschng waz telling mie t work hard & yarh i promise i wil do so yea(;
joel is th overall in charge
jcb got her qm for wardrobe
she muz be feeling as happyyy as um cannot bully her cus she's mrs performance manager
hahas ^-^
all got link uh our post heh heh
he got th post of drum major
feel happyyy for him * mrs drum major ROFL! =D
aft announcing all th post then all dismiss luh
i feel th need t tell 'em since its alr th day dey're stepping down
we shld just all be friends ~~foes~~ =))
and yes i did i went up t em
hugging each of em made mie feel so guilty too yarh
tinking back ..
i hav my mistakes =/
now , its time for mie t learn from em
onie then i wont regret
huurr happy memories yeay!
can tel dey cudnt bear t leave th band =((
its been 4/5 yers dey're here
but trust us :}
we will make jssband a better one
JUSTLIKEHOWYOUPPLMAKEUSTOBETODAE
thnks seniors!..
^^ ..

aft that went eat @ kfc w jcb ccb shiqi liqi jassica
was lame-ing =}
hurhurhur
blahhhhs
went t je entertainment centre then library
w liping jcb &shiqi
waz like chit-chatting dere
and i got t know smth
dun let us know u're doing anyth t her
IFYOUDAREYOUSHALLGETITFROMMIE
~~SHIET!~~

now um a sec3 leader not sec1&2 anymore
th juniors are supposed t follow th good examples of us
a new life begins for u for her for him for mie !
Sec3S,
ou story begins ...
our friendships are back t one square agn cheerios.
goodluck t u ppl for O's =D

2006-04-21T23:58:00.000-07:00

The results of your analysis say:

You like to be surrounded by four solid walls.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

2006-04-21T22:17:00.000-07:00

early morning mt lesson
so boring =X
then had pe
jus sit down dere talking bout sum LOLOL things
" must go t th temple pray eh so wont GET. " sumbody said.
hurhurhur laughing all th wae (>.<)
tmlo we shall see huh
hope she wont be disappointed larh
be contented yarh!
actuallie it doesnt matter much uh t mie aft recess f&n lesson
er. was worried that mrs ng will scold agn
but no worries we were told th exam format
&was like hell okaye!
copy th revision qns until my hand gonna break luh
thot must hand in today then know is mon
mie &weiman waz like rushing
lolololol =p
we decide t stay back on mon revise f&n together
yeappieee!
it seems like we like f&n now
enjoying learning th facts
hahas th nutrient facts are getting right into my mind
blessed us larh =D
christine-cheryl-jiayi are aso enjoying their *coregeog
gooood for us ^^ .
ohyah must finish my evaluation by mon if not ~~dead~~ ={

band aft skool
before that went kfc eat sumtimes i jus..
had speech-day-rehearsal
was like half hot/cold
raining awhile then suddenly so sunnieee
went take 240 1 round w 'em then go 399 eat w mr muhd
hahaha its funniee
rolling on floor laughing =}
went home aft that
nuttin much
hope tmlo will be a reallie peaceful &fine day
wish 'em a nice step-down
no matter wat dey're still my seniors afterall :)
~~bury th hatchet soon ='(~~
studying w 'em at 430 tmlo @ pioneer mall de mac..
hu eva late must treat drink water SET!! hahaha =DD
GOOD FRIEND PAPAYA ^.^

2006-04-20T19:10:00.002-07:00

fun-filled ^^ .

chemistry test first =}
i was studying th whole of last nite
& i actuallie cud do th paper
so proud of myself
confidence is back
but! no full marks luh
isotopes:
correct one is: atoms of th same element w diff no of NEUTRON
i wrote: atoms of th same element w diff no of NUCLEON
th rest was okaye =}
cme. blas!
not well-prepared
so coincidence av t present
um not gd in presenting u see
so forget it yarh since alr over
then was poa
ms yeong dint cum
good: no test!
bad: her dad passed awae
we were like ='{
R.I.P
we were joking &having fun
rofl =p
uhh aft recess waz el
shiet her luh
watever she's jus biased
~~luv~~ her t bits =X
then ss as usual copy notes &exam format
i luv cblknnk ^^ .
rocks rocks!
hahha
chinese test
todaes one is much easier
lucky i learn th words!
fell aslp for awhile =/
went for amaths
then went hospital agn
er nuttin much
get medicine
i finished my old ones alr
eat &eat 'em til i get fully well =D
sat &sun gg out t study w em at pioneer mall der uh
my realistic goal: fail less than 2 sub
put other things aside ,
FIRST THINGS FIRST!
miss them(:

busy w wrapping my poa book
finally got th straws i wanted!
thnks aunt&uncle :D
red orange yellow pink white green blue purple
niceee *
diff shades of th colours
lovee it so much larh
jus like how i luv him?
tskkk ^-^
mrs muhd finished her entry at 7.10pm ..
av t rush my coursework laterrr -.-
i shall continue w my life
one day.....

2006-04-19T15:17:00.000-07:00

love 3-1.

today was fine
had assembly then pe
pe take height
155 =}
aft that was chem
she's disappointed w sum for not doing hmwk
start shouting bla bla
!@#$%
then draw th bonding thing
underst beta(: my smile is back!
garden.. oh-so-nice :/
hist lesson had t take chair from our klasrm
sum ppl sit at our place jus bcus ....
well its ONLY for 1 period
th 2nd period went back klas for test
- open bk
but...
its still th same for mie =X
emaths was so-so
trigonometry
ROAR-OUT-LOUD
ohyes before skool dismissal
our klas was like oie-ing here &dere
hurhurhur :D
it was reallie fun
then th last one all of us shout
N A C H A M A I oie!
then everybody
OIE .....
simply , i jus luv my klas!
don't u?
3-1. ^^
mid yer is cuming
# let's study hard!
oh tml av poa chinese &chemistry TEST
-.- reviseeeeee -.-
qn: reflect back wat can i do? ans: change t a beta person?
forget it ; live my life
if i did do anyth wrong um sorriee
its my fault v.v
but problem is do i deserve those !@# ?

2006-04-18T20:22:00.000-07:00

freaking.

lessons are boring
physics lesson
she need scotchtape
so ask mie throw her th scotchtape
throw t her lerr he saw
ask mie stand behind th klas
reallie feel so !@#$%
its not even my fault & ...
so angry yet ~~sad~~
cant believe such tchers actualy exist
he saw it yet he dint do anyth
aft recess poa waz okaye
th poa competition
LOLOL!
ss test was like errrr
amaths- coordinate geometry
todays better than ytd
nuttin much t say bout th rest of th day
th days ahead are different from wat i thot
so be it
things will all be over soon
i will wait
=')

th front or th back
um crying ='{

2006-04-17T21:43:00.000-07:00

todays skool fine!
rolling on floor laughing =p
el lesson got back situational test
18/30!
er um happyyy bout it larh
cheryl got th highest 24/30 PROUD SIA =X
ahaha then emaths
i nvr do hmwk larh but i dint tell him then i jus sit down
BAD i know
but i did try t do
then cheryl was humming t mie tis tune that she like
she say her mum listen luh fell aslp
and guess wat huh
i fall aslp ={
ahh then he call my name then i wake up
i feel bad falling aslp at tis point of time
exams cuming...
and um still like that
then poa(:
todays one waz FINE
redrafted trial balance
now i've alr started t revise poa
GOOD!
journal &ledger entry still bit blur
trying my best for a A at least
rolling on floor laughing agn
hurhurhur!
aft recess f&n
mrs ng nvr cum
blessed cus i nv do my hmwk too
as in those research
bla blas!
but th practical on tis FRIDAY
um still in trouble
STRESSED AHH!
spent th free period doing cme proj stuffs
aft skool amaths
errrrr...
then mit him then walkwalk(:
th rain was so heavy larh
reached home around 6plus
um done w cme
tmlo poa's aft recess so doing th grp work during recess
f&n leave it t tmlo bah
on th phone w best3bestie
later calling him too
um off now

lurvees =D

2006-04-16T19:26:00.000-07:00

today's a tiring day for mie.
mit up w him &got back my poa txbk.
we went walk walk
waste of time :/
went home at around 4plus
did nuttin much
um gg t start on my revision soon [:
blahs!

i luv him(:

2006-04-16T00:06:00.000-07:00

today rain agn.
that did not make my mood anie better.
argh!!
while doing my chem hmwk ,
um like so !@#
get so upset all of a sudden cus i duno how t do.
luckily he was dere. ^^
if not i will burst out crying.
LOLOL!
my poa txbk is not w mie and um like feeling so =/
i cant revise anyth.
except t read th notes in my bk.
um not confident in doing anything.
u shld know why ah.
but...
its still not th time for mie t give up.
been talking t myself.
um looking forward t tmlo.
study-day.
hurhurhur!=D

are u happyyy now? my mind is full of question marks!
????????????????????????????

2006-04-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

my good friday

woke up late today.
mit up w cheryl @ my bustop then went my mum houz.
so sad yet angry each time i see my mum.
i wanted t tell her...
its jus that she will scold mie &i'll start ='(
arghh stress bout her.
went t mac hav our breakfast.
then cheryl cut hair.
aft that we go jp.
bought my necklace. =p
walk around.saw christine&jiayi.
den cheryl went home.
wait for mr muhd for 1 hour!! =/
i hate waiting for ppl larh but horr,
tskkk. ^^
went t lot1 then imm.
hurhurhurhur! :D
was nicee &happyyy.
we were walking everywhere ,
I WANTED T BUY COLOUR STRAWS..
but i cant find. then i was like so. =(
but then when gg back that time i okaye luh
so yah =)

we went t th lakepark.
hahahahas. =D
bought our dinner then went home luh.
its jus a oh-nice-day today. =]
tmlo my plan--
- stay at home.
- watch tvee*study
- evening*mit him go lakepark.
JOGGING!!
lolol. =X

mrs muhd ended her speech here. ^^

2006-04-13T21:04:00.002-07:00

sum ppl are jus being unreasonable ouhkaye.
shant bother w it leh.
its not MY fault anyw.
my friends aso understand th wae i talk.
LOLOL.
el lesson.
mstan was like so fed-up.
fwow! thats great eh.
t mie its like finally. =p
bla bla complains.
jus like afiq's bla bla banana!
ahaha.
today no amaths ,
no ss test.
its good news for mie ahh. =]
aft skool go take empty box w liping.
clear all th stuffs under my table.
its like reallie alot.
but lesser cus ytd alr bring home quite afew.
but DUMB mie ytd bring home poa ,
today still bring t skool.
HAD t bring home agn today.
but...
i left almoz all my books @ his houz.
hurhurhur! but brought my chem tbk&hmwk file home.

went JP*kfc eat w cheryl.
laugh and laugh like mad dere. ^^
bought my clips then went t toysrus.
was having a fun time.
fighting w th weapon. (:
call us freaks! -lolol
soon we went off.
we walked home agn.
i luv walking home =DDD

tmlo no skool!! i jus luv it..
morning miting up w cheryl for breakfast!!
accompany her t cut her hair.
then swimming w cindy.
aft that will mit him.yeay.
i hav so manie things t do tmlo. =>
i miss *

sumtimes i jus feel angry yet sad =(
but WHY must it be for u?

2006-04-12T21:34:00.003-07:00

so start w ASSEMBLY.
freak lorh.
ask all th gerls stand up,
tuck in our shirt t th fullest.
worst still ,in front of th boys. =X
bth!
watched th sec3 Camp video.
seems like dey had lots of fun.
ahaha.
th talk by mdm rani so !@# larh.
STRESS!wateva th case ,um still stress. =/
then had pe.
take weight.
hurhurhur. =]
then had chem.
SO-SO.. felt slpy.
nxt week test ='(
recess find him @ his klas.
......
long story!shan't elaborate.
he said " he stepped on th ant and he's feeling vry sad.
that's y he cry. "
lolol!
but THINGS ARE REALLIE FINE NOW =DDD hugs*

AFT SKOOL...
had th practical exam.
ahahs mrs ng was at 3c so we were slacking larh.
she's actuaallie a nice gerl huh.
agree(:
did both my dishes !!..
spend such freaking long hours doing and he waz outside waiting for mie.
thnks asriq &hayati.
dey say my queencake waz nice.
lolol he say it waz nice too.
unbelievable. =/
went t 399 mum mum then go playground.
taught him maths th formula: minus b plus minus squre root......
hehehheh i revised too. =p
went home around 7plus.
swit &fun time together.

officially married on 11 april 2006.
um mrs muhd farhan now.tskk hahas.

i shld jus forget bout those bad memories..
u told mie u wont lie t mie agn.
i luv u as much as u luv mie. =]

2006-04-11T22:36:00.000-07:00

went t eat w farhan.
reach home onie now.
th chat is more than enuff.
i cried &he cried.
th past shall be forgotten.
and our love life goes on. =]
muhd farhan bin abdul latif
ng xiao ting

i luv u and u luv mie!(:

2006-04-10T21:43:00.001-07:00

mixed-feeling day

early morning was late luh!
i tink its th bus's fault not mine =X
ahaha around 10 ppl was late in our klaz
and that makes up bout 1/4 of our klaz.
lolol! =p
el do situational writing?
its difficult cus must elaborate alot.
and problem is i dunno how to!
tskkk.
then was emaths.
fell aslp i duno WHY.
poa =/
f&n.wah!
their grp do on protein.
so !@#%^
agn ,got scoldings agn.
our klaz's results for f&n is th worst she ever seen.
must work hard for f&n =(
aft skool amaths was SO-SO.
tmlo amaths common test.
lucks =)
bought ingredients for wed's practical lerr.
tmlo gg t buy th remaining ones.
my heart break when i bought em.lolol!
went t eat at kfc w emily ivan&farhan.
forest , jungle =_____=
hurhurhur!
aft that mie&him walk from jp t my house
then from dere walk t tj.
my heart sank deep down agn.
i've been reminscing th past over and over agn.
dunno WHY!
th happyyy memories are wat i wna remember(:
th sad memories are better off forgotten):
WHY cant sum ppl jus let mie live my life happily.
saying those hurtful things.
mayb its jus wat i deserved.
IT can all linked from th wrong decision i've made.
i know its no point crying over it.
i will stay happyy for as long as i can.
say all u want.
is it that everyone is changing?
i tink um changing too.

its really different jus bcus of him [".] <3

2006-04-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

a day

been rotting at home today.
woke up at 12plus.
total 70plus miss-calls from u.
lolol! =p
watching tvee.
no mood t do hmwk larh.
and...
hu cares if u dunwan talk t mie.
i dunmind.
tink th wae u wan to.
as if um th one hu's owaes in th wrong =/
IF THAT'S THE CASE ,SO BE IT.
i wont bother anymore.
i just hafta go on.
its like this everytime.
ohh f&n is bothering mie!
ahhhhh.
gg t get th ingredients &stuffs for wed's practical tmlo w him.
so sick =X

yea!! life is definitely different without u =)
i say it here: i luv u FARHAN.

2006-04-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

went to skool

woke up at 6.
aft finish bathing i decided that it was still early,
so play com.
end up so late.
then wasted 5plus on cab t mit cheryl for breakfast.
ahhh!
ok then mit her went mac had our breakfast then quickly go back skool.
mslow hasnt started her lesson yet.
understand bits &pieces of th things she taught today.
realised sat morning can learn so much beta than normal days.
but still amaths is giving mie probs = /
was crapping w afiq...
bla bla banana!lolol =X
common test on nxt tues.
i shall keep on trying.
bless mie pls =]
soon it was 10 we went over for emaths.
learn Areas of similar triangles.
err seem quite easy?
i aso not sure leh.
hurhurhur!

aft that went t eat at fork&spoon w cheryl.
then went t her cousin house.
had fun luh.
oh yah was watching th video from you-tube,
" he look like a man. "
lolol was laughing like hell =DD
fall aslp while taling t him on th phone.
woke up lerr then decide t go off lerr.
went down take bus..
realised i've got no coins w miee,
i walked home.
LOL!!
so today is still a tired day for mie.
wat's ur problem. LET MIE KNOW!

2006-04-07T22:07:00.000-07:00

UM HAPPIEE!(:

mt.
was like so sian pls.
spent th time on doing f&n instead.
pe.
run one big round.
cum back play badminton.
today's better.
had fun =]
physics.
complicated..
difficult t understand.
FAIL =/
f&n.
went t com lab.
had test on fats 1st.
boohoo!
i forgot t study &i cleanly forget all those i've studied.
shiet =(
aft that was doing stuffs on our practical exam.
ingredients , equipments
recipe , time plan
had a freaking hard time tinking of th reasons y i choose t do
- Queen Cakes & Pizza Italiano.
blahblahblah!!
finish all.
then still had t do th recipe analyser for mocktail.
freak sia =X
spend duno how manie freaking hours in th lab.
rushing all that.
my practical test on nxt wed.
2 dishes 2 hours.
um still not prepared yet.
this is bad.
and oh yah hafta get th ingredients.
cant believe it..
so manie things t do at one go.
HOW AHH LIKE THAT?!
coursework is starting nxt term.
and um alr feeling so !@#
wher's my commitment??
duno-what-to-say feeling is back.
received th time-table for mid yer exam.
stress and nuttin else.
its now th time t concentrate and play less.
my future.
not aiming high but jus try my best t do well (:

aft my f&n went t eat then went t rifle range.
play th pieces for marching.
end at around 6.
audition on tues.
lolol!
aft that went t 399 w max guanglong &cheryl.
sorriee t him. i feel bad :/
anyw the boys were playing dota.
before we go home we went t 7-11.
max gave mie th sandwich.
i thot he wanted t give th other sandwich t cheryl ,
but actually he was asking her t take out th plastic.
and he ate it himself.
hahahaha =DD
i luv today!!
hurhurhur.

tmlo e&a maths lessons.
lucks t mie.
maybe gg out w him aft that.
um tireddd like hell ok!
ur attitude is seriously freaking mie out.

2006-04-06T20:51:00.001-07:00

international friendship day

lolol =X
aft that was chem.
then was poa.
lesson quite funnie.
yes-yes-yes all th wae.
made her like so.. ahaha =DD
aft recess el.
i fell aslpp =/
aft skool
amaths.
got back log test.
7/25.
ok ok um improving slowly like wat he say.
went eat then went for el test.
aft that went out w him agn.
ahh..almost everyday of this week yet t realise.
hurhurhur!=D
but its fun cus sumtimes he feels th same wae as mie =)
luv chatting w him.
oh yea in deep shiet.
4 periods of f&n.
i've yet t do th time plan ,modify 2 recipes for practical test &create mocktail recipe.
lolol!
y shld i care bout wat dey say? its their mouth not mine!not happyyy w mie uh too bad :)
nuttin much t say
at least i dun speak bad bout that u.

2006-04-05T04:41:00.001-07:00

wednesday

morning had assembly.
HIGH WAYS. =X
went back klas.did th test.
GRAPES.lolol!
- natural abilities are:
being reflective
being sensitive
being flexible
being creative
preference for work in grps
- i learnt best when i:
can work &share w others
balance work w play
can communicate
are noncompetitive
- i may have trouble:
giving exact answers
focusing on one thing @ a time
organizing
- i may need t:
pay more attention t details
not rush into things
be less emotional when making some decisions
=DDD

pe
run one round.
then play badminton.
chem
went t lab.do experiment.
history
was feeling very slpy.
fell aslp halfway thru th lesson.
tskkk.
english
nuttin special.
maths
paying attention here &dere.
made t stay back t do ex 4C &4E.
actuallie wanted t run-awae lerr...
but still went back into klas t finish up.
at least i understand sum.
and yes finally done.
SSS SAS AAS RHS [".]

OH YAH smth silly happen!!
jus now i went into th tjcc toilet.
for fun i go lock th door.
when i came out from th cubicle,
aft washing my hands..
i walked t th door &try t unlock.
SHIET!!
th door cant open so i was trying like hell.
he was outside &he tried but still cant.
='/
then i walk around th toilet.
i saw this railings that can lead t th staircase.
but was dangerous cus th path was narrow.
lucky i nv fall-off.yeay!
then i throw my bag t him.
aft that i jump down from dere.
lolol! he was shock when he 1st saw mie dere.
hahaha.
fancy being stuck in th toilet like this.
but...
intellectual mie >.<

LOVES! ^^v
and th time is now 8.05p.m.

2006-04-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

tuesday

today isnt my day.
um tired.
freaking-out almost every lesson. =/
aft recess.....
jus bcus we walk in and take our textbook.
we got scolded like shiet.
tskkk.
then did reflections.
went back klas 3periods later.
wat an incident!
very very tired during ss.
i duno why.lolol!
had emaths test.
maybe a red mark again.
like i said no more confident.

went t band.
aft that went eat w him at 399.
YUMMYLICIOUS =DDD
i wont try cus its no point.
i will jus cherish wat i hav&forget wat i dun hav =')
those are gone and i can never bring em back.
LEAVE TH PAST =)
oh ya cant reply at my tagboard..
='(

my attitude thnks for luving it.
i cherish u hugs <3 *
best-infinite-husband. =]
its 8.54p.m now!

2006-04-03T04:11:00.001-07:00

sad in skool

today isnt a gd day for mie.
its jus a waste of my time gg skool.
my legs are still hurting nuttin much i can do.
maths no lesson and common test is tmlo.
i go skool jus bcus of MATHS.
poa same nv do homework agn.
got naggings.it has awaes been th same =/
aft recess was f&n.
i was slpy &tired.
got back test 11/25.
how disappointing &upset i get.
um really freaking out now.
it reallie makes no difference ok!
and bcus of SUM PPL,
i cried...
!@#$%%^
history lesson um still crying.
mt lesson dint talk t him..
my mood still arhhh!

its now april. wat she say? i've no idea.
why um i owaes tinking this wae.
seriously ,um not avoiding or um i?
its jus a weird feeling ='(

2006-04-01T04:12:00.000-08:00

home-all-day

morning woke up by cheryl's call.
dint walk out of bed t get th phone.
my legs were like very pain.
having difficulty walking.
boohoo! dint went for maths make-up-lesson. =X
aso band.
i scared when i walk i will fall down. =/
tskkk.then i took out my f&n book.
spend around 2hours on em.
unit 1-3 notes all done. =]
then i watch tvee till 4plus and i went t slp.
now its 8p.m. alr and i finally wake up.
later gg t do more revisions.
i intend t complete more units of f&n.
& aso start on my practical exam plan.
peach girl later on { [".]
oh yah th time displayed is wrong.
i duno why.lolol!

my legs =/
band tmlo..

2006-03-31T05:24:00.001-08:00

LOVED day

first lesson in th morning is mt.
hmm.. not very used t now th him.
not as cheerful. =/
" dun't tink too much! "
thats th best for everyone. =]
hurhurhur!
pe
run alot &play vball w weiman.
physics
went t com lab.
dint do anything much ah.
looking &tagging ppl's blog.

recess went t f&n room straight.
had t ..... before gg for recess.
awryt long process.
but it was fun.lolol.
nearly fell aslp while tcher was talking
bout th mid-yer practical exam.
and sumhow i guess she saw mie w him ytd.
weird her. =X hahas.

aft skool had band prac.
was ok.then aft end lerr raining so heavily.
christine cheryl aidil fahan &mie ran out by th gate.
was so wet.lolol!
then cheryl went home 4 of us go mac.
by th time we reach mac th 4 of us are so damn wet.
crap &joke around.
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!! ^^v
and then we took 246 home.
enjoy th wae home in th bus.
laughing all along.tskkk.
and th breezy air. =]

tmlo emaths lesson 8-10a.m.
th rest of em had core geog i dunhav. =/
ok he's picking mie up from skool aft that.
then we'll decide wat to do.
I SHALL EAT THAT TMLO! =]
band practise is still on.lolol.

loves for you!! [:
my best infinite husband luvs to jog

2006-03-29T04:57:00.000-08:00

a !@#$% day

ok so today early morning had assembly.
th police came t talk.
interesting &aso lame.
aft that went down for pe.NO PE!
mr ho ask us sit down dere.
he was saying all our sub teachers complained bout our klas.
FREAK EM!
esp him him her her =X
abt history.
she separate 3-1 &3-5 history lesson.
now then i know why.
we're SLOW, and not doing our work on time.
its been long ago dey shld realise.
3-1 &3-5 shldnt combine klas.
its like a huge difference ok!
u dunlike our klas thats y u say this.
excuses.boohoo =/
abt maths.
th worst.
it starts long ago lerr ok.
one word BIASE.
he even call us STUPID.
wat more repect he want.
owaes complaining bout our klas.
scoldings &comparing us.
if onie all of us can drop emaths.
hurhurhur!dream on =X
physics
mr choo..
another one.
onie know how t write down bad comments.
thought he was good.
but actually yah he's good.
jus that i find physics difficult.
and i dun understand wat he's trying t say.
english
omg!!
thought she likes teaching our klas.
but...
sighh she complained too.

awryt th rest of th teachers complain all u want.
nuttin t say.
getting disappointment agn and agn.
i doubt we can promote t 4-1`07 as a whole.
th confidence is not dere.
" so wat if ur klas spirit is dere? u cum t skool t study and not for spirit. "

i luv my best-infinite-husband ^^v

2006-03-27T20:53:00.000-08:00

inspiring day

el lesson is ok today.
pay attention and learn letter writing.
formal&informal.
glad i've listened =]
then was maths.
i forgot wat i was doing then.
THEN was poa test.
we all feel like shit larh!!
complaining all over.dint feel good.
th ledger account was awryt i knew how t do.
i thot 8 lines shld be enuff but
turn out th cash account must write so manie.tskkk!
den no space write lerr i lazy go arrow all that.
and th time given not enuf ok.
POA um trying t do my best.

aft recess!
was f&n lesson.
it was fun ok.
hahahaha!=DD
afiq&sebas like duno wat larh.
ahhh ahhh!!!freaks.
keep saying mie&farhan blah blah.
bth!
since morning until end of th day.
those boys... wah can =/
their presentation on fats is interesting yeay.
still hav those rules,
NO SLEEPING IN KLAS.
ask permission if u want t.
STRICTLY NO GG T TOILET.
and so on....
dey named themselves professors.LOLOL!!
and when mrs ng ask em wats HTL DTL.
dey duno th answer.
and both of em end up quarrelling.
was so funny yes =X
but she got rather angry w us when we laughed&joked.
comparing us w 3C.
we are much more behind then em =/
must work even harder.tskkk.
mt lesson was like !@#
th tcher ahh.freak.
pengyang change place w christine and sit beside mie.
hahahaha!
he's my amaths tuition tcher { [".]
he teach mie how t do log.
um bit slow den he like very impatient w mie.
SORRIEEE.
but overall i like him teaching mie amaths!=P
i shall ask him for help everytime.

aft skool...
so had amaths klas test.
managed t do sum abit.
stuck halfwae at sum questions.
was feeling so disappointed ahh. ='/
if onie i practise more this wldnt happen.
BUT i cant do anything now.
working harder towards th next LOGARITHMS COMMON TEST!
went rifle range practise instrument.
agn cheryl teach mie.
" ok, end here for today "
hurhurhur!actually wanted t go pizza hut.
but dint in th end , went LJS.
was crapping like fools.hahas =D
then went off w farhan&kenneth t library.
thnks pei er cus she had found my file AND actually call mie up.
got back from her th file um relieved.
thnks lot!! =]
finished my f&n hmwk and started on my notes and stuffs.
hope it isnt too lazy and i shan't be lazy anymore!
i've wasted enuf time.

amaths emaths f&n poa history phy chem..
its time i do smth bout it. [".]
f&n test tmlo on carbohydrates water&dietary fibre
plus make-up lessons too.

oh yes.he pull out one of my hair and actually tie it on his hand.bracelet!
(= !stibotmihevol

2006-03-26T09:55:00.000-08:00

MY DAYS!

hurhurhur!
finally i cum t blog. [".]

ok.so fri was sports day!
hahahaha truck loads fun larh.
had fun seeing th ppl running.overtaking is superb!
cheering so much esp during th sec3 klas event.
WELL DONE DINIE NERI LITING IMAN =)
was sunburned.tskkk!
went t jp w cheryl farhan joevin peiyi cindy ivan &emily.
ate at kopitiam then off we go t jp library.
that joevin &farhan did smmth grossy.
ok so ask em if u want t know.
then was like so fun larh crap.
joevin say PUBLIC!but emily confused wat he say.
then he say very loud in chines.
we laughed until siao.
ahahaha crappy &funnie bro i hav [".]
then smth happened read http://thisourblog-.blogspot.com to know more.
things sorten out in a much more better manner.
cheerios =]
reached home at 8plus.then faster bathe.
9plus mit up w daphne.
was chit-chatting under our block.
onie then i realise i isnt such a good friend.
if onie i'd care more for her , she wldnt be like this now.
i regretted not asking her out often like i did in th past ='(
she cant quit her smoking and th load on her is getting heavier everyday.
she's like tinking: she will jus live if she can tmlo.
AND SHE DUN TREASURE HER OWN LIFE NOW!
th counselling and stuffs all those i hope will be help t her.
i want t see her real happy agn.
sumtimes i will really jus cry-out.
seeing things like that.wtfrh!
dunno y but i feel like its partly my fault.
I WILL SPEND MORE TIME W HER IN FUTURE.
and oh yes , we're shifting house soon.
boohoo!it isnt very good uh.
hope th block i moved t is near her if not its gg t b troublesome!
went home nearly 12.was too tired.zzz.

ytd band prac.was ok.
played chesford portrait 1st then lion king.
then break awhile th ww sl cum.
teach us so much things bout clarinet.
gained knowledge from her.
and it seemed that sectional in future will onie be fun if i know how t play.
lolol and i musn't talk so much =X
perf is nxt week hope i can play well.
yes yes.
aft that went jp hav dinner.
then blah blah blah.
so it was like we nearly quarrel agn.
uhm no quarrel larh jus that...
hahahaha but i enjoyed th process.
MORE UNDERSTANDINGS.
ur nick: [farhan] wher's my best infinite wife???
ehehehee =P
um mad la ok.hurhurhur!
swit &happyyy together now { [".]

ok um wondering agn.when will i hav a nephew/niece.
BRO &SIS-IN-LAW!!
quick eh.haha their journey was so swit &niceee.
wheee family increasing big!! [:

fly awae!thats wat i feel like doing.hehe =P
having ur everyday by my side um b l e s s e d.
BEST-INFINITE HUSBAND BEST3BESTIE HAPPIEEE FAMILY BESTIES & KLASMATES.
and not forgetting ppl hu h8 mie.lolol wat sia.hahas like i said i dunmind anymore =)

star idol &spring cleaning later on.ok i want t go my pancakes now.HUNGRY roarrrr!

and amaths test logarithms tmlo.wat shld i do bout it?? ok tink bout that later.=/

2006-03-25T21:23:00.000-08:00

best infinite husband & best inifinite wife [".]

2006-03-25T17:52:00.000-08:00

MY DAYS!

hurhurhur! finally i cum t blog. [".]
ok.so fri was sports day!
hahahaha truck loads fun larh.
had fun seeing th ppl running.overtaking is superb!
cheering so much esp during th sec3 klas event.
WELL DONE DINIE NERI LITING IMAN =)
was sunburned.tskkk!
went t jp w cheryl farhan joevin peiyi cindy ivan &emily.
ate at kopitiam then off we go t jp library.
that joevin &farhan did smmth grossy.
ok so ask em if u want t know.
then was like so fun larh crap.
joevin say PUBLIC!but emily confused wat he say.
then he say very loud in chines.
we laughed until siao.
ahahaha crappy &funnie bro i hav [".]
then smth happened read http://thisourblog-.blogspot.com to know more.
things sorten out in a much more better manner.
cheerios =]
reached home at 8plus.then faster bathe.
9plus mit up w daphne.
was chit-chatting under our block.
onie then i realise i isnt such a good friend.
if onie i'd care more for her , she wldnt be like this now.
i regretted not asking her out often like i did in th past ='(
she cant quit her smoking and th load on her is getting heavier everyday.
she drinks if she's stressed.ahhh.
she's like tinking: she will jus live if she can tmlo.
AND SHE DUN TREASURE HER OWN LIFE NOW!
th counselling and stuffs all those i hope will be help t her. i want t see her real happy agn. sumtimes i will really jus cry-out.
seeing things like that.wtfrh!
dunno y but i feel like its partly my fault.
I WILL SPEND MORE TIME W HER IN FUTURE.
and oh yes , we're shifting house soon. boohoo!
it isnt very good uh.
hope th block i moved t is near her if not its gg t b troublesome!
went home nearly 12.
was too tired.zzz.

ytd band prac.was ok.
played chesford portrait 1st then lion king.
then break awhile th ww sl cum.
teach us so much things bout clarinet.
gained knowledge from her.
and it seemed that sectional in future will onie be fun if i know how t play.
lolol and i musn't talk so much =X
perf is nxt week hope i can play well.
yes yes. aft that went jp hav dinner.
then blah blah blah.
so it was like we nearly quarrel agn.
uhm no quarrel larh jus that...
hahahaha but i enjoyed th process.
MORE UNDERSTANDINGS.
ur nick: [farhan] wher's my best infinite wife???
ehehehee =P um mad la ok.hurhurhur!
swit &happyyy together now { [".]

ok um wondering agn.
when will i hav a nephew/niece.
BRO &SIS-IN-LAW!! quick eh.
haha their journey was so swit &niceee.
wheee family increasing big!! [:

fly awae!thats wat i feel like doing.hehe =P
having ur everyday by my side um b l e s s e d.
BEST-INFINITE HUSBAND BEST3BESTIE HAPPIEEE FAMILY BESTIES & KLASMATES.
and not forgetting ppl hu h8 mie.lolol wat sia.hahas like i said i dunmind anymore =)

star idol &spring cleaning later on.ok i want t go my pancakes now.HUNGRY roarrrr!
and amaths test logarithms tmlo.wat shld i do bout it?? ok tink bout that later.=/

2006-03-25T08:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPIEE FAMILY [".] !

BESTIES =) !

i treasures em t bits. =p

2006-03-23T22:43:00.000-08:00

wheee imagine ms j not here agn today.cool!

3 period free and we talk crap thru'out.wat sia!

haha no more humjis but klasmates / bandmates[:

we were like tinking for th future and cheryl say th april matter.well well doesnt matter larh.hurhurhur!

OK!those ppl are spreading bout mie and him jus bcus he says: aiya! th bubblegum is for my wife one larh.and he gave it t mie.

TSKTSKTSK!=X

i dun care larh crap around is ok.

entertain em jus like how i like ppl t entertain mie.lolol =X

poa is like very serious larh mie.

busy doing my work and listening t wat she's re-capping bout trial balance.and guess wat ,um doing trial balance for th very 1st time cus i catch no balls when she's teaching th previous other time.YEAY!now i get it.

understanding is awaes good [".] lol

was feeling real bad during el lesson so slp.

i owaes thot um well nowadays but actually i isnt.

sick isnt good so i wna recover.ok ok hu doesnt want huh.

christine get well soon too![:

ss lesson still slping.sorrie for throwing temper at ur.um not feeling gr8.tsk tsk.

but its ok now yah.hurr.

mt lesson is like th same crappp.boohoo.

make mie shut up then.lolol.

aft skool went t rifle range.quarrellings between em.

hope resolved soon.it isnt good t see em on bad terms.

*CROSS FINGERS*

practise on my instrument.

cheryl is like my mum.

thnks her for teaching mie anyw.

BEST3BESTIE.upgrade agn [".*]"

went jp w cheryl christine peyi yingli emily ivan.

had lunch at banquet.full t th bits.

hahaha and i manage t buy my HL milk.really full aft that.

mit up w him actually go lakepark run but um like falling aslp.

i fell aslp on th bus and i woke up onie when dey knocked on th window.

we went walk walk nutting much t do.

haha thats my day.

and now i realised smmthh ,klasmates are such nice ppl afterall.CHEERIOS for em! [:

everyday simple &happyyy for all of us ,agree?

sports day tmlo.lucks t em (:

things for us is back t normal.best wishes for u ! ehehee xD

2006-03-22T23:37:00.000-08:00

so lessons were as usual today.
assembly early in th morning.showed each klas's results.omfg!freaking ok.
our klas maths was terribly bad.shldnt he do smth bout it and instead of jus let us* continue suffering.wat shiet? tsk.ahaha =] am i complaining?hmm..
but sumtimes really bth! th wae he treat us and his form klas.ohh such good comparison.marvellous!plus th scoldings.ahaha =]
our klas did quite terrible but still shldnt give up larh horr.till th day of Os i have predicted.and i laughed at myself too.L1R5 is 40.good number.and while i was counting ,2subjects alr add up t 14.how t go jc sia lidat.nvm th best hav yet t be shown } [".]
then had pe ,at first dint play cus we dint want t change into pe!freak then mr ho told us th nxt period continue w pe cus ms j dint cum.all of us were like so happyyy.DUH!but tmlo's gg t be hard.3periods of chem.hell ok?
oh yes we play badminton and i enjoyed loads.wheeee =Pp
aft that was free period and then we had recess.ate in klas.ehehee.
history aft that in panel room.was like chatting w son all th wae larh.neri too.lolol =X chatting bout she and him ,he and her, and most importantly em =X abit mean.but tsk tsk DEY ARE FACTS } [".*] we dint lie bout it ok.

and to max`son : luving sumone means understanding her ,no matter if it is whether both of u will hav a happyyy ending.or maybe i phrase it another wae?ahaha.u need not hav th person w u but jus know that she's happyyy and u will be too.seriously.dun jus tink if both of u will hav anie future together.hu knows maybe one day she's touched and she will jus be w u.no one can predict th future so tink th better wae.mayb if u wait and she may jus fall in luv w u without u knowing.all this happens too quickly.and aso dun say wait if u wont.know th right gerl for u is th best.make a wise decision if u really luv her.i guess she's jus... =/
history lesson passed so fast.~~shiet~~! i haven finish my talking yet.boohoo.

last period ,emaths oh i mean th tcher is very freak.um like slping dere and when i woke up i dunno why he's jus near mie and so i quickly stretch out my hands and cover my notes cus i dint do anything.awryt lazy behaviour 1.

went t rifle range.i dun tink anyone will want t talk bout wat happen.MISUNDERSTANDINGS or wat shiet! i guess are jus meant t be that.it happen once before and i guess dey're all happening agn.but i care?as long as i know i practise my instrument now ,turn up for band and at least showing respect t those seniors that will do.i dun care if ppl are still saying.wats th point for saying?dey shld know hu dey are.um not being unreasonable or wat here ok.ppl like mie know i hav did th wrong things for eg skip band practise jus for my own leisure but sumtimes i realie do have reasons ok.and now ,um trying t change.but if u ppl still want t tink like how u do and cant change how ur tink of mie ,um sorrie.nutting i can say.now i jus dunwish t be on bad terms w ur till th day ur leave.shldnt peace like wat ur awaes say?i know um jus a sec3 shldnt be behaving like how i behave now but do see ehh.ppl cant change overnite.it takes time and i tink i will as long as um given th chance.but will i still hav th chance that i dun deserve?i dun tink so.my mum nv once given mie chance t explain and ive alr given up hopes.now i jus wish for a happyyy day in skool everyday ,live my life jus like anyone does.shldnt everyone be given a equal chance.but i believe life is fair for everyone.my life is jus born like this.but i tell myself as long as i pass by each day its good enough.my happiee family is dere for mie ,my grp of friends ,my klasmates ,teachers. i shld be contented.aft i read her blog realised we're th same.feel so despair when i cant do anyth for myself except crying.

left in th dark but ur brought mie out t th light.

i feel blessed and loved.

[[".]] thnks yeay.

my happieee family.

oh yes max dun blush ok.haha =D

gg jogging w him and others tmlo.um waiting!!

clumsy mie =P

2006-03-21T22:59:00.000-08:00

ahhh.back t blogging like this.so today, a rather fun day in skool.
dun tink i shld blog bout all my lessons huh.its gg t be freaking long.lolol =X
jus remembered that i fell aslp during physics.wafrrr!and i slp tilting my head.lomh!!
nowadays very less waf-ing cus sumbody ask mie not t.and um trying.hurhur.walk and forward(:
chinese lesson was full of shiet.we onie talk crap =] and ahhh i actually shoot back th teacher &she seems so !@# hell!um sorrie then.lolol =X
sadden by ms yeong during poa lesson.then we bcum so moodless.no more joking&chit-chatting.but sighhh ,scoldings aren't good for us.boohoo!
last period ss was like ok ok but tsk tsk.

aft skool went straight t jp w yingli &cheryl.went t banquet and had lunch.three of us ate carrot cake.BLACKWHITEBLACK =]
ahaha ! then we had bubble tea.so in all a BIG FEAST.wahahah =D
aft that we went t buy watch.yingli's white and mine black.
took cab back.
band practise ,play my clarinet.things seem t go th wrong wae.i dunno y but i shall continue practising until that day really i comes.i wont wait..!!
then finally finish lerr wheee =Pp
went out w him agn.sat under block.and chit-chat [".*]
hahaha thats all um lazy t blog

AFIQ RIYANDI RAILEE AND DINIE.. oie where farhan? [show fist] wahahahahs! ^.^
oh pls dun say th wrong things.omfg!!
th right one jus for u ,um happyyy ok not sad..!!
pulling myself forward.. i will forget!='(

2006-03-20T23:36:00.000-08:00

HAHA.WENT T SKOOL TODAY.
FINALLY SAW BEST3BESTIE AFT SO LONG.
FIRST PERIOD IS EL.
AND TH TWO OF US ACTUALLY TALK SO MUCH CRAP.YEAY!AHAHA KEEP EM ALL A SECRET OK.
NOT BAD THINGS BUT JUST SUM.LOLOL =X
I LISTENED DURING CHEM LESSON.
BOOHOOO! TIME PASSED SO FAST THAT I ACTUALLY DINT NOTICE.AHAHA. PE WAS OK.WE RUN TWO ROUNDS RED COLOUR ROAD THEN FOUR ROUND BASKETBALLCOURT.
THEN ANOTHER TWO ROUND.
WENT RECESS SAT W YINGLI MOONKIAN AND CHERYL.
WAT SIA WE RAP LIKE SHIET.HURHUR CHERYL BTH OUR RAP AND WE LAUGH LIKE MAD =]
AND UM GLAD YINGLI LIKE TH WALLET![:

LATE FOR HISTORY LESSON.
WAHAHAH AND THAT CHRISTINE &JIAYI ACTUALLY CRAP LIKE HELL W MIE.LOLOL.
BOTH OF EM!!LMAO=P
EMATHS WAS LIKE !@#
I WAS RITING IN THEIR HANDBOOKS.AND WAS LIKE VERY BUSY AHHH MIE.
UM BUSY PERSON OK!HAHAS [".*]
I WROTE IN CHRISTINE'S HANDBOOK SO MUCH CRAP LARH.
I FEEL THAT IVE SPAM THEIR BOOKS.HEHHEH.
MT LESSON WAS FUN!!SAT W CHRISTINE.
DOWN DERE CRAPPING W NENGZHENG &PENGYANG.
FREAKING HELL.RIDE HORSE & 69!!
UM NOT HORNY BUT U PPL AHHH.
I JUS FIND EM SO FUNNIE.TSK LARH =X

HAD AMATHS AFT SKOOL ,WAS LIKE DOING BIT ONIE.
TH PLOT GRAPH.FEEL IVE LOST TOUCH ON THAT ALR.
AND I ASK CHERYL THAT QN.
FEEL SO UNUSUAL OF MIE T NOT KNOW HOW T DO THAT.
THEN WENT T RIFLE RANGE PRACTISE INSTRUMENT.
LION KING!FEEL OK BUT MUS IMPROVE ON SOUND.
I SHALL TRY IT SLOWLY.GRRRH.

THEN AIDIL FARHAN CHERYL AND MIE WENT T KFC 1ST.
YINGLI &MOON WENT BACK T FIND HER WALLET.
BUT IT WAS IN MY BAG. I DINT TOOK IT =/
THEN WE MIT EM AT KFC.AFT MUM MUM WE WENT INTO TH TOILET ,3 OF US. THEN CHERYL HELP YINGLI MAKE HER HAIR.
WAT SIA I NO CHANCE.SOB =(
HAHA THEN TOOK A LONG TIME T GET OUT OF TH TOILET.
THEY WAIT FOR US FREAKING LONG.TSK TSK.

THEN I ACCOMPANY HIM GO 399 SHAVE HAIR.
TH PERSON AT TH SHOP NOISY LEH.TALK T MIE LIKE I KNOW HIM.LOLOL =X THEN WE WENT AROUND UNDER BLOCK SIT DOWN } [".]
WE CHIT CHAT BOUT TRUCK LOADS OF STUFFS.
AND UM FEELING REALLY BETTER AFT SAYING IT ALL OUT.
I CANT STAND IT WHEN I HAVE DOUBTS BOUT HIM.
AND HE HAVE DOUBTS BOUT MIE.WAHAHAH.
LUV IT WHEN WE SHARE OUR PAST W EACH OTHER ITS LIKE SO FUNNIE AND HEHEE LIKE THAT =]
BREAK OR TOGETHER STILL I CANT PREDICT , U TOO CANT SO JUS LET TH FATE DECIDES FOR US YEAY.
WAT MOST IMPT MATTERS T MIE IS THAT WE'RE ALL HAPPYYY.
I DUNMIND BEING HAPPYYY AND U SAD.
AHAHA JUS KIDDING AIIGHTE!![:
LUV MIE FOR MIE ! LUV SMILE ,DUN LUV SMILE TOO.BORN T SMILE.LOLOL=X

- WE HAV A COMPLICATED BUT HAPPIEEE FAMILY [".*]
NEW BROTHER-IN-LAW !
SHALL DO TH FAMILY TREE SOON.
NOWww OFF TO SLP! =] ZOOM!!

2006-03-20T00:12:00.001-08:00

TODAY WE WENT CUT HAIR.
LAOPA DINT WAIT FOR MIE FOR HOURS AGN.THATS GOOD =]
BUT STILL UM ON HIS LATECOMERS BLACKLIST.FIRST OK?HURHURHUR[:
I MIT HIM THEN WE SUDDENLY RECEIVE CALL FROM YINGLI SAYING THAT EMILY ASO WNA MIT US.
OK SO WALK TO HER HOUSE DERE AND WENT UP T BLK 181.
WRONG BLOCK!!AND MAKE NOISE DERE.FREAK US LOLOL =X
DEN FINALLY WE MIT UP W HER.
THEN WE WENT T TAKE CAB T JE MIT YINGLI.
AHAHA.THEN AGN TOOK CAB T JW CUT HAIR.HEHE.
NICE HAIR CUT.ALL OF US CUT EXCEPT FOR IVAN.
EMILY YINGLI MOONKIAN &MIE[:
YOOHOOOO!
BUT FOR SURE I WONT SPIKE MY HAIR WHEN I GO SKOOL.NOT VERY..AHAHA.
MY SIS`YL SAY NICEE!URS NICEE TOO OK =]
BOTH MIE &HERS CUT BY TH SAME PERSON ESTHER.CHERYL'S TOO!!
THEN FINISH CUTTING ALL'S HAIR ,WE TOOK BUS TO JP.
SIS &MIE BOUGHT EARSTUDS.LOLOL =X
THEN WE WENT T BASEMENT WALK AROUND.
SIS HAFTO GO HOME SO WE WENT TO SPORTS LINK T BUY FOR HER TH WALLET.BUT PASSED T HER TMLO.
SHE'S CRAVING FOR A WALLET AHHH![:
THEN AFT THEY SENT HER T TH BUS, WE MIT UP AGN AT BANQUET.
EAT EAT EAT.UM FULL.TH CARROT CAKE IS NICEE BUT LAST TIME IT WASNT LEH.WAT BIRD?LOLOL=Xum beginning t talk like u do..=(
DECIDE T GO TH CARPARK CHATCHAT.AND IT WAS NICE BEING UP DERE.
SAW CAR BUT DINT SHAKE LEH!!WHY SIA!
LISTENED T THIS SONG IN HIS PHONE ,IF U COME BACK AND IT WAS NICEEE![:
HEHE THEN TALK SO MUCH CRAP.UM HAPPIEE.
THINGS ARENT GG T CHANGE FOR MIE.I WILL STAY THIS WAE(:

#1 BE GOOD GERL !
#2 PRACTISE WELL MY INSTRUMENT &MOST IMPORTANTLY ,NO MORE FINDING EXCUSES NOT T GO BAND.ITS NOT VERY GOOD AND UM ONIE A SEC3.BAD EXAMPLE.ANYTHING SO BE IT.HAHAHA I WILL CHANGE.WAIT-AND-SEE =]
#3 STUDY HARD AND NO MORE LETTING DOWN OF ANYONE.
#4 BE FILLIAL T PARENTS AND I WONT TALK BACK T EM. YES THATS MY ~~BAD ATTITUDE~~ =(

HEYHEY!!I MUST FOLLOW EM FOR SURE.
I CANT FULFILL EM ALL BUT I WILL TRY AT LEAST[:
SO IN ALL WE CRAP BOUT EVERYTHING UNDER TH MOON.LMAO!!
SUDDENLY RECEIVE CHERYL'S MSG AND SHE SAY SHE'S BACK.
WHEEEE =Pp i feel so touch when she say she read my blog =(
WE WERE SAYING BOUT THIS THEN I DUNNO WAT I WANT.
THEY SAID THAT ACTUALLY I WANT..IS BETTER BUT.
!@# UM LOST IN THIS VERY FOREST ,AND JUS NOW SIS SAY IT WAS BUKIT TIMAH HILL.WAT BIRD?AHAHA SHE'S CRAPPY LARH.BUT I JUS LUV IT[:
TH TREES WORMS AND BUSHES ARE ALL IN DERE ! =________=
UM AFRAID OF WALKING INTO THIS FOREST CUS IM ALR LOST.AND I NEVER WANT T GET LOST AGN.NVR!
ZZZ US LARH TALK BOUT THAT MATTER ON MIE.ITS GOOD U GAVE UP NOW.AT LEAST.URGHHH!=Xi dunno um feeling ok or no..forget it..
I WILL MAKE THAT RIGHT DECISION AT THAT RIGHT TIME.TRUST MIE.
I DUN CARE IF IT HURTS.BUT LIKE UR SAID.IF ONIE UM HAPPYYY [".*]
NO QUARRELS W U ,ALL THIS WHILE AND I FEEL REALLY HAPPYYY.NVR BEFORE =]
THENNN WE TOOK 99 LOOP AGN WATCH TH RESULT.BRYAN!]:

SOMEDAY WE MUST LEARN NOT T BE SELFISH.
NOT JUS FOR TH SAKE OF MYSELF BUT ASO FOR PPL HU CARE FOR MIE.
TELL MYSELFFF THAT.
I TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED.
UM REALLY SORRIEE.
U MADE TH RIGHT DECISION (",)

I WILL BE HAPPYYY AND SAD AT TH RIGHT TIME.
AND BTW I LUV MY SMALL SISTER &HAPPIEEE FAMILY T BITS ^.^

NOWww UM ON TH PHONE W SIS &LAOPA.HE'S SO NOISY.WAT STUPID RAP!BOOHOOO!BUT WAS FUNNY T MAKE US LAUGH LIKE HELL.LMAO!!=D

today we had th talk and i feel so.....

2006-03-19T01:02:00.000-08:00

WENT CYCLING.MADE MOON WAIT AGN=X
REACH DERE AT 4PLUS.MANIE PPL.
CYCLE ALONG TH SAME TRACK AS THAT TIME.
SCARED I FALL DOWN LIKE THAT DAY.FREAKING HELL.GLAD I DINT.HAHA.
THNKS T MOON ,I LEARNT BRAKE.AND CYCLE WAS EASIER.
CRAP W HIM IS FUN BUT ASO !@#
LIKE I SAID ,CRAP.HE SAY BOUT HIM.LOLOL.
I WONT KNOW WHEN IT WILL HAPPEN.YEARS LATER PERHAPS![:
THEN TH TWO OF US WENT BACK BY MRT.
TALK W HIM BOUT SO MANIE THINGS.till then i realised.
I DUNNO WATS GG T HAPPEN NEXT.LMAO!!I SHALL WAIT-AND-SEE[:
~~NO WAITING!~~this wat i typed in my phone.
FINALLY WE REACHED JE.WE NEARLY DINT NOTICE=X
I DECIDE THAT WE SHLD HAV OUR DINNER AT LJS.AND SO WE ATE DERE.
CRAVING FOR COMBO TWO.A FEAST LIKE WE SAID!![:
WENT INTO NTUC ,BROUGHT MILK HEE THEN WANTED T BUY THAT TISSUE
BUT CANNOT FIND.LOLOL.SO I BOUGHT ANOTHER CARTOON-DESIGN-TISSUE.
THEN WE WALK2.BOUGHT TH BOLSTER.BLUE &YELLOW[:
OK SO IT IS SUN AND NOT MOON.I WONT GET NIGHTMARES HUGGING EM.
I'LL SAY THIS IS SUN AND NOT MOON.SLP TIGHT [".*]
ENTERTAIN MIE PLS.UM SAYING THIS EVERY NOW AND THEN.
FREAKING!!THEN TOOK 99 LOOP HOME AND IM NOW SAFE AT HOME[:
TOOK MEDICINE.and i feel like dying alr..sorriee..
I REALLY FEEL HAPPYYY SUMTIMES.JUST WHEN IM OUT DOING WAT I LIKE.
IM TIRED &SLPY BUT I STILL WANT T WATCH PEACH GIRL

MY LIFE IS LIKE THIS Y MUST U IT.GO FIND URS THEN!
WATS SO GOOD BOUT THAT?CHILDISH!U TINK DEY LIKE U IS IT.IDIOTS!
LET MIE KNOW U'RE THEN TH ONE HU WILL TREAT MIE GOOD..
ITS ONIE BEEN A MONTH AND THIS WAT I GET.
CHERYL PLS CUM BACK SOON HAO MAH IM VERY SAD..

2006-03-18T01:18:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS A FUN DAY[:
BLOG IT THIS WAY FOR TODAY.
THNKS FOR WAKING MIE UP.
UM LAZY YES.
MIT LIPING THEN T SKOOL.
WENT T OPSS.TOOK PICS ON TH BUS.
THEY WERE LAME BLEAH!
HAD GAMES W TH THREE SKOOL PPL.
BUT WE SLACK THRU AWRYT.HURHUR.
TH THREE OF US EVEN WENT T EAT JELLY.
IT WAS YUMMY OK=P
THEN WALK AROUND KEEP GG T THAT TOILET.
LMAO!!TH TOILET WAS FREAKING BIG.
TIME T GO BACK AND THEN WENT FOR LUNCH!
DINT FINISH CUS TH FOOD WAS LIKE !@#
WENT BACK THEN !@#$%^
CANT PERFORM.
CRIED FOR NEARLY ONE HR.
FOR WAT HUH WASTED =(
BUT ITS OK I LEARNT T UNDERSTAND.
I WILL PROVE T HER ONE DAY.WAIT-AND-SEE! WAKAKA=P revenge!
THNKS EM FOR COMFORTING MIE[:
TRY !@# MIE AND I WILL DO THAT T YOU,
SO WE ARE THEN QUITS OK! PERFORMANCE START.
I SAT W GARY &SEC1S.
TH FEELING IS GREAT.CAN SEE OTHER SKOOL PERFORM YES.
WAS CRAPPING W JOEVIN THRU-OUT [",*]
WE LAUGHING HELL AT TH RABBIT.LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT.
JOEVIN DUN LIKE ESTINA BUT THAT GIRL.CRAP SIA!
LATER ON FARAH JOIN US.
JOEVIN ACTUALLY SAY THAT SHE WAS EXTRA.
HAHAS.LMAO!! THEN TH AUNTIE BESIDE US WAS LIKE AHHHH.
CANT STAND HER=X LOLOL.
SO NOW JOEVINS MY BRO.AND IM SUMONE'S SMALL SIS.LOLS!
I DUN LOOK LIKE MY AGE THATS WAT THEY SAY.AHAHA. (:
I LOOK YOUNG NOT OLD=X
FARAH &MIE TALK HELL LOTS.HURHUR.THATS COOL!
THEY ARE BUNCH OF CRAPPERS OK[:
AFT THE PERF WENT BACK.ON TH BUS ,UM VERY TIRED.
I SLEEP.NICEE BUT STILL TIRED.BTH!
REACH RIFLE-RANGE ,UM LIKE CRYING.
TEARS CUMING OUT AND VERY SLPY SIA MIE.
SAT AT TH GATE DERE WAITING FOR EMILYS DAD CAR DRIVE US HOME[:
GOOD FOR US.HER DAD WAS JOKING W US=P
WENT T EAT NOODLES.YUMMYLICIOUS[:
THEN IT WAS 10.TIME T EAT MEDICINE GOOD I BROUGHT IT OUT W MIE.
BOUGHT MY MILK AND WENT HOME!!LOLOL.
NOW UM HOME AND BLOGGING.SPENT SUCH LONG TIME RITING THIS POST.
MY ARM MUSCLE IS HURTING.I WONDER WHY.TSK.
CHATTING ON MSN W THAT SUMONE.HE WAS GOOD AWRYT[:
LUV CHATTING W HIM T BITS SHLD I SAY.BOOHOO! HA!

THNKS NASUHA FARHAH ASYRAF JOEVIN &GARY FOR ACCOMPANYING MIE TODAY.THNKS TRUCKLOADS!WHEEE=Pp

AS WE WALK TO TH LEFT
AS WE WALK TO TH RIGHT
AS WE WALK AS WE WALK AS WE WALK ALL NYT
W A HEEL & A TOE AND A HLF TURN AROUND
W A HEEL & A TOE AND A NEW FRIEND FOUND
[HANDS UP] YEAH! LOL!

NEWFRIENDSFOUND(:
HE WAS GREAT? HMM

YES THATS MY DAY[:
OFF T SLP NOww!
AYE ,I CANT HELP LAUGHING WHEN I SAW TH TESTIMONIALS.LOLOL=)

BET CHERYL MISS MIE.LOLOL.BLEAH!
LEARN T KNOW UR LIMITS.THNKS =C
I DO HAVE FEELINGS HORR!

2006-03-16T18:20:00.000-08:00

ok so um home early today.hahas.early morning woke up late then faster rush t skool.freaking hell.was in serious great pain aft bathe.whole body shivering.thnks sister for helping mie w my wound though she was rather fierce cuz i fought for th toilet w her.then took cab t skool.waste $.went into rifle range then told fatimah i go hospital w cheryl.for that letter.so OMG pls.and sum were shock to see mie lidat.hah thats wat i call injured ok but um fine now.FINE lol.

went to hospital but freak my doctor was not dere.spend such long time t get dere but cant do anything.was alr 12plus when we cum back so accompany cheryl go cut hair.wheee=Pp nice hair cut.45minutes!!and its cheap cost onie $9.i cut it at another stupid gay shop and it cost mie $10.MY hair is like shit.but better now lerr.lols!i dunmind short hair[:and my hair turning brown agn.wtfrh!hahas so cheryl's accompanying mie to that nice shop nxt month cuz.and must request for her t cut our hair.hurhur[: and i'll accompany her too on th nxt month.must remember wat she said ok.she talk so much facts bout HAIR to us.professional hairdresser!yeay.

still one so we decide t go Sentosa.CYCLE CYCLE!lols.cheryl see mie lidat at first say dunwan cuz she scared i fall like ytd agn but in th end she still go.hurr.then we took bus t Lakeside.crappie us!cant stand her too [[show fist]] lmao!!![: took pics.now my phone is filled w happy memories(: hurhur.then alight at Outram take to HarbourFront.finally reach and saw that guy w his friends agn.ahhh.then we faster take tram t th cycle station and we rent bike.was scared but dint care much larh i wna ride bike so rent.we cycle around.saw zhixian &friends.cheryl go buy drink at 7-11 then zhixian go ride her bike.lols very FUNNY.i ride down th slope while waiting for their tram then we follow behind.impatient ,i ride off very fast.th feeling is super great.luv it to bits![: 2 of us go cycling around alwaes mus pass by that him ,then he &his friends like wat sia.JC big huh.no link leh.oie ur juniors leh!freak em[: then we tanned until very.. ok i luv th colour.bit sunburn onie.great!we took tram around aft that was tired.took our bag saw th 5B ppl playing soccer.cheryl is horny.lols um just kidding=P

then we went t take mrt back.sit down at th doorway dere cuz um really too tired.i actually fell aslp.how funnie uh=X we quickly rush t banquet and hav lunch.HUNGRY!aft eating walk around at th basement.bought a Happy Beans phone keychain.mine's dark-blue ,cheryl's light-blue.cool!then we dint want go home late so faster walk out of jp.i walk her home and i rushed home too.dint take bus.lazy t wait for one and walking home is fun[:

now here um blogging.today is fun though jus th 2 of us.hehe best3bestie outing soon.cheryl's lazy t update so mine's a more specific one.um updating so long cuz.skool days arent that much for mie t update.holidays are happyyy one![: im happy too cus i dint fell down while cycling today=D

NOT TOO DARK &NOT TOO FAIR ,JUST RIGHT!(:

u told mie on th phone how much u luv &trust mie.im happy for this once[:
freaking attitude?keep it for urself.we dunid em.hahaa=D
hate mie for all u want i cant do anything isnt it?(:
i want t be like him ,i dun hateppl !!

2006-03-15T23:26:00.000-08:00

hehee.so today was fun.was very very late.sorrie for making u ppl wait for mie for so long at lakeside then later cum down mit mie at my houz here de market.lolol.so today met up w zhixian kenneth &cindy.aft finishing my breakfast-plus-lunch ,we took cab to lakeside mrt station.2plus onie huh=X lmao.kenneth sit in front then he put th coins beside th driver sit dere.ahaha.took mrt to bedok.so far !@# but crapping all th way dere[: then took cab down to EastCoast.reach dere very fun larh.5 hours $8!!cheappp.hurhur then we divide into 2 grp.mie &zhixian.cindy &kenneth.dey bring bag so dey're th bag grp.we're th bag-less grp.lmao[:

first time i fell is bcuz i tried to ride faster than zhixian and i fell to th ground.my face and knee rubbed against th floor.shiet!then aso bleed.it was BAD okays.then my enemy grp helped mie.i feel so pathetic letting my enemy grp helped mie when im injured boohoo.but thnks to em too[: but dey were bad eating ice-cream down dere!!lols.hahaa then we went to eat.im good!i treat em to drinks &fries.we were eating satay aso.yum yum yummiee!finger-licking-food. (: then we went cycling agn.yeay.went down to th beach.wrote my name dere xiaoting[: then i wrote my teammate and enemies too.FUNNY!and kenneth err copy.i do th hand like wan beat ppl that one he aso do.wakaka.but really very funnie.ENEMY can be nice too.then we continue cycling around.i did win em ok.hee.

cycle around saw th graduate jiayi.COOL man i fell down cuz i was shouting for her cuz she onie shouted zhixian's name and not mine=X hahs so i fell down cuz of calling for her name.how good am i huh.dey agree too=Pp this time aso quite serious ,fell into th drain.lmao[: rubbed my hand against th floor.was bad.i want to thnk my enemy kenneth here.he helped mie take tissues &water from jiayi from her chalet.she's concern bout mie ask mie if i wna go in and wash my wound.but dint went in not so nice huh bother her.

so aft awhile later we went back cycling to return th bike.i knock into this vjc girl.im seriously feeling bad.then said sorrie]: then when reaching th place to return bike ,this idiot knock into mie and i said sorrie.HE SHOUTED at mie.WAT THE FCUK OK!im really very angry.my leg injured agn.he's a freak awryt.bang into mie dint appologize instead shout at mie!!i want to give him a tight slap aft that.im angry ok and i alr fell down until so !@# lerr he still lidat.very sad de okays.sighhh.really feel very wat-the-freak!!and that stupid uncle still ask mie give in to young kids.so wat?im not that nice to bully de okays.ppl hu know mie shld know!shut up]: sorrie cindy.both our attitude is bad.hope ur not angry w mie.im really very !@# at that time so i talk to u in that wae.

went back to jp ljs eat.was crapping.hahas.aft eating went to buy clip for aunt cheryl.ur son paid for it ok.lols.then i bought clip and mirror too[: then went to 77-street bought earrings.BIG!hurhur.thnks huh.then went down to watson.bought my bandage & transparent plaster!!yeay wearing em to skool tmlo.my facee.plaster plaster hahas.then bought milk agn at ntuc and i went into Unity bought more plasters.injuries all over wtfrh!ahaha.

- enjoy myself to bits today cycling crapping laughing [:
injured mie!!wakaka..
and kenneth pls stop copying mie w that hand beat mie that one hahas its freaking FUNNY!!lmao[:

YOU!haha..

2006-03-15T10:39:00.000-08:00

back to blog later [:
my nick for today: XTnF luv YOU[:
are u happyyy? wakaka..

im alwae late=X lmao.

2006-03-14T23:57:00.000-08:00

awryt im home now.hee.supposedly plan gg out w my aunt de seh but she grounded.wtfrh!hahas.morning woke up saw my phone ,3 msg received.& th 19 miss calls uh huh hehe=P saw cheryl's msg.she cant go cus her dad say he's gg w her and she's very upset.lols.and she dint want to go cut lerr.and our plan of gg cycling!!urghhhh.but its okay lets go sum other day yea.hurhur=D oh yah grounded ,she's aso upset bout it[:

then decide to go library do maths.aha as usual u wait for mie 1 hour agn.its been so long huh=X but nice huh got sumbody accompany u talk on th phone.wheee=Pp so 2plus we were at th mac here and we ate big mac. [: then took 198 to library so coincidence on th same bus w cindy but dint realise sia.then went to library.i was doing on chapt5 gradient &mid pt.formulas!yingli came lerr then awhile later mie &her went down to buy chocolates and my milk!hah then when walking out of library mit em so walk to ntuc together.lols.was surprise to see th lion waterbottle.thnks i luv it to bits. [: aft getting our stuffs went back to th library.busy doing maths agn.must get th hang of it.i can die though i jus did 2 exercises in all.gradient &mid point onie.then around 7 lidat we decide to go for dinner.INTIALLY imm but later on entertainment centre.th food was !@# saw raphael dere aso.aft finishing our food we took bus back here agn.went to ntuc bought my milk then went to th playground.FUN dint play much but i jus enjoyed myself dere.for a special reason.im trying to recover.i say i wont cry and i wont!ahhh.dun feel for mie aft reading my OD.lmao. [:

oiee pls ,dun be so childish in doing those stuffs.dey're jus so pointless.do know ur limits OK!i WONT bother to hide or smth.i'll just say it rite to ur face.have a better sense of managing ur time well yes!

- go ahead and talk bout mie but i hav sum advice. click ur heels together & say:
i need a life [: thnks yea..hahas=D treat others how th way u wnt em to treat u back..tts wat i tell myself now!!=Pp

and for u ,u say u need mie and my trust.i'll do so. (",) farhan<3

http://quizbox.com another quiz websitee AHAHA..
i just luv being understood YEAHS! [:

2006-03-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

YAY.i almost cried out jus now.then on th phone he asked mie y i sounded so sad like wanna cry lidat.sorrie for making u worried okk.hah but glad its all ok now.i guess sumtimes moodswing do help abit yarh.lets be besties awryt ,no quarrel no worries=D hurhur but dun tink too much aft reading my OD k im not being mean or wat eh.but anyw ,its all over [: was watching campus superstar.adriano.yuyang!hahaa but this thurs th guy hu's gg jamming is better.wahahahs.he said this himself.lols=D

gg cycling tmlo with cheryl.i hope i wont be late agn.u say u put all ur trust on mie from today onwards, thnks.<3

2006-03-13T21:45:00.000-08:00

You scored as Black. You suit black. You hate chavs and like nothing better than sitting painting or reciting you favourite poems. You dont like to be interupted and nobody understands you.

Yellow

50%

Black

50%

Blue

38%

Pink

38%

Red

25%

Green

25%

What Colour Suits You?
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i enjoy doing th quiz.lmao [:

2006-03-13T18:07:00.000-08:00

Today went for band practise.morning fall in lerr den aft tht was sectional.urghh sian but went waf-ing with cheryl awhile before gg back.actually sectional aso not like sectional.was walking around most of th time.was feeling vry sian cuz i dunno how to play.then finally time to go back lerr.im so happiee.play songs.onie know how to play a few songs very malu sia =X then got one song yingli cry cuz she dunno how to play.freak hahas [: nxt time dunid cry de i aso dunno how to play same like mie.lols.but sum time is fun lar cuz we joking having fun mah.PUSH-UP!!=Pp lmao.thurs still got band prac.still tinking shld i go sentosa or band.a tough decision.i dunno how to play most of th pieces and friday is th concert ,im gg to die if i dun come for practise.very embarassing and..BUT! let mie hav this few days to tink.yay.and now my head is feeling hot agn.fever soon.boohoo!hope im alright and stupid i hafto go back to hospital to ask for a letter saying im fine.waf!aint i alright now?urghhh.

just now aft band went out with th besties.saw smth gross wich i tink i shldnt elaborate much here.tsk.then went around walk walk.i want that blue lion waterbottle [: then went to popular.bought my pencil box haha [: blue in colour.metal one.u know like those kids alwaes use those.yeay.and its vry cutee.BOBDOG!bought a yellow eraser ,blue marker pen ,blue pencil ,2 blue pens and one yellow ruler.so in all blue&yellow wheets!!lols.then inside th pencil box still got timetable one sia.it looks vry childish but i luv it [: aft buying i feel very tired so decided to come home.before that i went to buy milk!i luv drinking milk hahaa.and now im gg to rest uh huh.

vote for adriano later =X

is th feeling still th same? hmm =D

2006-03-12T23:58:00.000-08:00

haha today is such a fun day.(: first met up with cheryl.then off we we went to somerset.was wondering whether to call the besties out.then finally call huh=X lols both of us crapping like hell.talking bout this and that.hahas like wat sia.laugh and laugh.lmao.reach dere went to th heeren 1st.went up to action city ,bought th mr x-man keychain yay finally.each hav one huh hahas=D aso bought th mickey&minnie keychain.both so cutee then we decide to exchange it.yah spend quite alot dere 16plus.boohoo.aha then saw doraemons cute dinosaurs took pics of em yeay.were taking lamo pics.tsk.went to another shop.bought a watch for $12.okays it was well worth it but im still gg to buy that black one.saving up to buy hehheh.then went over to cineleisure.went to take neoprints.both of us spent $19.wasting money agn lols but it was fun.we were so stupid yaya. playing around with th machine was fun.shall upload th pics soon.(: we were so sian so we walked around crapping laughing.ahaha real fun though onie both of us rite.=P was eating ice-cream. yumyum.(: then decide to met up with th besties.so called em up say wanna mit at plaza sing so aft finishing up th ice-cream ,off we went to plaza sing.cheryl is so !@#$%^ hahas then bought th ticket lerr went to foodcourt had dinner.cheryl huh.okays im on her side cus she's my aunt.and im the best-est niece she ever hav=X wat stupid bull shiet! so aft finishing our food ,its time lerr so we went up and watch th movie.SHAGGY DOG.quite a nice moviee.at least i dint fall aslp this time.aft moviee went walk around searching for agn.but still cannot find so shall buy it another day then.went to action city and bought chocolate.ate at ljs then it was alr late so took mrt home.cheryl told mie smth...shhh but i.uhhh nv tink before.durno lerr.frustrated=/i enjoy behaving like a mad girl jus now cus it helps alot.wish to be happiee all this while.im trying.ahaa.

-BESTIES had a fun time today =DDDD
and i want to get well soon!!
when will th day ever comes??